* make a little wish *

Insecurities

2011-07-16T06:15:00.001-07:00

Its normal to have insecurities. And me, I admit that I have tons of insecurities in me. I always feel that I am not good enough. I always look down on myself.
You name it, I'm fat, I sometimes see myself as an ugly child, I don't have good hair and skin, I HAVE A DAMN WEIRD VOICE, which people always tease me off. Believe me, people have criticized me a lot,both intentionally and unintentionally. My past experiences with people and life, affects my confident a lot. And I grew up as a quite and shy person. I am not confident of myself at all. And now, the environment I'm in, acquires me to have confidence in myself, outspoken attitude, smart, talents, and I really have a lot to improve in myself.

To those who think I am not thankful of what God has given me, I do appreciate what God has given me and I am thankful for everything. But sometimes, it just hits me. When I see other beautiful people, I feel envious of them. Why aren't I like those beautiful girls? I too want to feel good about myself. People would say, there are people much more worst than me, but I feel that that is not the problem here. Once again, it all goes back down to my insecurities.

Maybe in the end, I just need a special someone to tell me that I'm beautiful, just the way I am. But then again, I do not have a special someone. I have never had one. Without me noticing, I am such a lonely girl. Although I am blessed with loving family and friends, but love from a special guy would feel totally different. When will I ever have the chance to love someone, and be loved back? I am still waiting patiently for that someone to enter my life. InsyaAllah, I will meet him soon. :)

2010-08-16T15:12:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!! my blog is pheww.. getting dusty here.. *coughs*
hahahahaaa. so dramatic.. okay im probably talking to myself. but nevermind.
ANYWAYS, LUCIFER HAS BEEN PLAYING IN MY LAPTOP, IPOD, AND ANYWHERE YOU CAN IMAGINE.
im like so......... ADDICTED to this song, BADLY.
awww SHINee , i will always support you till the end of time. HAHAH!
ok if i were to start spazzing about SHINee, it will NEVER end. xD

so yeahh, i should probably update about school and other things going on.
well, the school semester has just ended. new class next semester.
im so gonna miss E24P. the first class i had in RP. :(
will definitely cherish the moments we had together. i feel sad all of a sudden. :(
awwww... we shall meet up soon guys, WE SHALL KEEP IN TOUCH! :D

enough of that, lets talk about PASSION baby!!
im sure everyone as their own passion and interests.
and i should say, my babies(SHINee ;P) has opened the door for me to DANCE.
i am sooooooooooooo in love with dancing and am in the process of upgrading myself.
so, tomorrow, booking a dance studio near raffles.
will be practising with azura bestie!!! , wawa and aai !! :D
well, besides the fact that its fasting month, i hope to have fun tmr with them! :)
im so looking forward!! HEHEHE!!

alright, till the next post!! :)
ps. i miss STA'rt camp and the feeling i had for someone i met there.

2010-07-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

Sweet love song. I keep replaying it. I don't really know whats Love. I wonder if i really will meet my true love one day. I've been dreaming about having someone speacial in my life who i can share it with. I feel so empty. I need someone right now. But i keep telling myself, that its not really the right time.
I guess i'll just have to wait. and wait.. and wait..

But the same old story has repeated itself. I've met you. And soon you'll go away, like the rest. But I love the way you carry yourself. I love your confidence. I love what you do. I love your roses. I love your hugs. But i can't seem to reach out to you. Nevertheless, i shall stay happy and just be myself. I know that im not the one to get too involved or bothered of these kind of stuff.

Tomorrow's school. Meaning, another week of school. Another week of LEOs. Another week of working hard. Goodnight all. :)

2010-06-27T20:04:00.000-07:00

okayy it has been ages since i've updated this blog of mine.
i really have no time to manage it anymore. :(
busy with school. busy with family. busy life.
i don't think i have any readers anymore. thats for sure. hahah.
so basically, im like talking to myself now.
but i know yanah will probably read this one. THIS IS A SHOUTOUT FOR U YANAH! =P
she has been pestering me to update this blog of mine. -_-
and oh! i've just noticed that my tagboard is flooded with advertisements. WTH?!
why would they want to post advertisement at a dead blog??
its so irritating can?!! -____-

but oh wells.. shall not get fired up just because of this.
so im gonna update about what has been happening in my life now :)
firstly, i'll like to talk about schooling in Republic Polytechnic.
can i say that i kinda LOVE that school? but i dont really knw the reason?
HAHAHAHHAAA. but i most definitely know that friends are a big part of my life in rp.
so to all my friends in rp , GOD BLESS YOU GUYS! ;)
thanks for making my life here in rp worthwhile~

hmmmm.. but i've been thinking alot about love lately.
since i've stepped into rp, i can say, i've only had fallen in love once.
but that only lasted for 2 weeks because something or should i say someone, just HAD to butt in? -_-
oh but whose to blame? im not really sure myself.
so since then, i would say that im scared to fall in love right now.
and thats why, i dont have feelings for anyone at the moment.
WHICH IS SO BORING. hahahahaah!! xD
its not like im desperate or anything but i just feel so empty sometimes.
ahhh crap nevermind. i shall just enjoy this life without a guy at the moment :)

hmmmmm... i don't think theres anything new to update.
i still love SHINee, i still have dimples, and im still myself :)
till the next update u guysss..
have a great day. take care. ;)

2010-05-09T17:38:00.000-07:00

back with another post! =D
as promised, every weekend, i'll update this blog of mine kayyzz.
so friday night, went to TP jam & hop. yeahh tp! and im from rp!
but who caresssss?! HAHAHAHA.
actually the main purpose was to meet sweethearts there! ^^
misss yaaa guys! u know who u are!
and for the jam n hop itself, it was a BLAST!
but i thought that rp's jam n hop was wayy better! ;)
GO RP! hahahahahah!
kay so as usual, party like mad. totally sweating man.. haha!
but it was all WORTH IT!
i can't go clubbing cuz im underaged. so if got events like this, i'll definitely go!!! oh but if im not underaged also, i'll not go clubbing cuz im a good girl.
PEAAACEEE! :D

kayy so on saturday, had an advanced mother's day celebration.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IBU!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART!! xD
thanks for everything that you've done for me.
i promise i'll try my best to be a good daughter and find a good son in law for you.
hahahahahaha!! >.<
kayy so my family, pak su and nenek went to Swensens to celeb!!
awesome food + awesome cake + awesome family = AWESOME DAY SPENT! ;D

so today, woke up and went to Macdonalds for breakfast.
i swear it has been AGESSSS since i went macdonalds for breakfast.
i soooo love the hotcakes lahh pleaseee!! hahahaha!! >.<
oh i havent revise for UT. haizzzzz...
well, its not till this friday, so.. i think im gonna chill for awhile.
ahahahahahaha!

alrights. till the next post.
LOVE YOU PEOPLE! LOVE SHINEE! >.<

2010-04-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

woooooooooohooooooooo !! and its the weekend again baybehhhh!! :D
hmmm... so 2 weeks of school has already past just like that.
and im so lovin school so far. well its basically because of the people lah. =D
E24P ROCKSZZSSZZXXZZ!! ^^

k anyways, im addicted to this song currently:

well basically, we used this song for the hip hop ig auditions.
oh the audition was damn fun laa. dance here dance there.
but the second part of the choreography which is b-boy ? somewhat like breakdance? its killer man!! its super fast laa.. -_-
but i think i did okayy? monday is the results of the audition.
OMG IM SO NERVOUS!! o.O
k whatever! ~

i shall enjoy the weekends after a tiring week. =)
u guys should too. and i think im sleeping soon.
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEARTS!

2010-04-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

and im BACK with another update!! :D
sorry if im like lacking in my updates. well, currently,im busy with school! =)
1st week just passed by and im TOTALLY loving Republic Poly and THE PEOPLE!!!
who says rp sucks? WHO BLOODY SAYS THAT?! -___-
well for me, RP is AWESOME. hahahaa. you just need to work hard thats all.
haha. well, made ALOT of friends since orientation =]
im loving them all.. heheheee..

so yeahhh,i've just signed up for Hip Hop IG and im totally excited for my auditions next thursday!! :D
but im also quite nervous though =/ i really2 want to be in hip hop IG.
on the day of auditions, we're gonna learn a choreography and we'll dance as a group. and i think we're gonna do freestyle too??
well, whatever happens, happens. but im gonna try my best!!
oh yeahh, so i've decided if we're gonna do freestyle, im gonna do abit of this if they allow us to choose our own song.
since im first inspired by SHINee to dance, im gonna use SHINee's song and dance!
the good thing is, i know the dance steps already! only need to do abit of touching up here and there.
so... ALL THE BEST TO ME!! :D

2010-04-17T20:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS!!
it has been so long since i last update!!
well now i dont really have the mood to. i dont know why.
but hey im gonna update today anyway. so.. enjoy!! haha!! :D

okok. so i attended both RP's STA pre orientation camp and the orientation itself!
ITS SUPERR SUPERR FUN&AWESOME LAHH!! omgosh theres so many memories to be kept for my whole life really! totally enjoyed orientation!
especially during Jam&Hop! :D

so the next day, it was my first day of school and i was late by afew minutes. LOL!
luckily the faci give me chance. hahaaa!
but for second day of school, i think i was one time? xD
OH! OH! OH! I LOVE MY CLASS! E24P! I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!
ahahaha. im so lucky to be in a fun class for first semester! :D
made alot of friends and all..
so far, loving RP's life. loving the people. loving the system. ^^

till the next post people! :)

2010-04-08T23:55:00.000-07:00

HONEEYYYYY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGHYUN!❤
these past moments of my life has been a great one filled with all memories of you and SHINee. a day hasnt pass without me thinking of you.
everything i did, it will always lead to you my dear.
i've had no one as special as you before in my life.
thanks for all the happiness and love that you've poured on me!
though we've only met personally once, i will always remember the cute puppy smile you gave me at Lot 1 Garden Rooftop! =3
you don't have an idea on how happy i was that time,sweety jjong!
thank you for the nicely autographed album too! :)
and the second time i saw you, you were really really REALLY far away.
but still, i could sense your features clearly from the distance.

believe me, i could go on and on and on with this post.
but i didnt want to cuz it will be too mushy and my readers will be sick!
hehehehehee..
but really, i deeply love you Kim Jonghyun! :)
i feel like crying writing this post... i can't continue..
i'll leave some videos of you to end the post.
Jonghyun Oppa Saranghaeyo! SHINee Hwaiting! :')

so now,i'll better go offline and sleep cuz tomorrow, or should i say, a few more hours later, i'll be having my STA(School of Technology for the Arts) Pre Orientation Camp!!
I hope i'll make new good friends there!
especially from my course, Technology and Arts Management! WOOOTS!
im so excited for this! hahaaa. but partly im nervous to meet new people. xD
but i hope the camp will be fun! gonna rock the republic!! :D
so for now, GOODBYE AND GOODNIGHT PEEPZ!

stay tune for my next update! hehehehehe! ;)

2010-03-03T23:14:00.000-08:00

GONNA BE ON HIATUS IN BLOG FOR AWHILE.
im so lazy to update nowadays.
but i SWEAR theres alot of things i wanna blog about these days.
shit why don't i have the feel for blogging anymore? -_-
this can't be happening. HAHAAA!
im sorry people. i'll be back!!! ;)

2010-02-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! :D (11th February)
i feel so kakak kakak! hahahaaa. crap.
anyways,yesterday went to this Dinosaur Exhibit at Jurong Bird Park cuz dad got tickets from his friend.
hmmmm... it was okay. quite boring ah actually.
must take alot of pics there. then tak boring =]
i've uploaded the pictures at facebook. do take a look if u guys want to. hee~
then head to ite simei to fetch abang ilham from school.
wanted to see whats going on at the atrium BUT abang already reached. so fast. haiyaaaa... -___-
anyways, went to eat then head to tampines to find my presents.
dearest pak su gave ibu around 50bucks to buy for me presents.
awwww... THANK YOU PAK SU! :D
bought alot of things. hee ~ mcm princess. k shut up. haha!
overall, had a great day. bought this really cute cake from polar.
sedap tau! but its small. but who cares? hahah!

today, around 3-4pm plus, finished my shower(so late i know) !
then bestie asked to call her.so i called. then then then. she asked me to open my house door. OH-EM-GEE !!
hahahaaaaaaaa.... when i open the door, saw azura bestie and kak ira !!!!!!!!
wahliaaooooooo ~ hahahaaa!!
i look so slekeh at that point of time btw! dgn baju2 rumah sumerr!
haha. but then its okaylah. cuz my lovelies gave me a really nice suprise.
THANK YOU SO SOOOO MUCH BOTH OF YOU!! :D
i know you guys will be reading this post =p
so yeah, dengan selekehnyer went down with them and found a place to sit.
azura and kak ira bought this really nice cake from the royals.
super sweet i tell you! i mean literally, the cake is sweet!! hahaa.
i think its strawberry cheesecake. yuppyupp.
so hanged out and took pictures and all. as usual. hehehe.
really had a great time with them! im still so touched by the surprise.
tk pernah tau orang gi depan rumah nk surprise birthday!! hehehe!!

so yeahhhhh.. oh yeahh, SHOUTOUT!
To: Soo Young SNSD, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! (10th February)
i love SNSD! hahahaaaa!

To: Nur Amalina , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! (12th February)
now both of us are already Seventeen!! :D
da mature eh nana? haha. tk mcm kawan kawan-z kiter! hahaha! ;)
all the best for ur future endeavours. love u~ muacks!

To: Amir, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO! (12th February)
kayy its not like you'll read this post. but im just wishing u here.
haha. happy birthday! hope we'll see each other soon in the future ;)
i miss my primary school friendss =(

k daaaaa. signing off now. BYEBYE! ;)

2010-02-09T22:42:00.000-08:00

HELLO LOVELY READERS! :D
im so happy right now. u wanna know why?
cuz today is a great day! hahaha! pffttt~

woke up at 5am in the morning cuz i had to reach shaw towers at 8am.
and the reason why i woke up so early cuz i wanna have my breakfast before going for shooting.
oh yes, i forgot to update this.
SCREENBOX CALLED ME AND I'LL BE ACTING FOR A SCENE IN THE TV PROGRAMME: TESTIMONI. ONLY ON SURIA. hahahahah!! i guess the audition paid off huh?
well.. i got to be the main role's friend and a model.
CEH MODEL SEH. HAHAHAHA!
but its only a short scene. so don't forget to catch this episode kay?
it should be next sunday at 9PM!

kaykay anyways, reached shaw towers starbucks.
radhiah wanted to treat me starbucks but ermm.. its okaylah. hee ~
had my make up done there. omgee make up punyerr la lawa!!
the make up artist very good seh. i wanna learn make up from her. mcm phm~
after everything, head down to this tempat which i can't say the name. HAHA.
had the shooting there. overall, i had fun laa.
but its abit tiring cuz i have to repeat the scenes cuz the cameraman wants to shoot at different angles and stuff.
and not mentioning i screwed some lines and had to rehearse again. LOL!
i can't really memorise stuff laa. HAHA. thats the problem.
i can't be an actress. hahaa. but anyways, i wonder how the episode will turn out like. and did i mention that AZURABESTIE will also be acting in the same episode as me?! :D this is so exciting laaa. hahahahaa.

after shooting, head to Snip Avenue!!!
i decided to colour my hair cuz i think my hair colour very boring. LOL.
then mum wanted to treat me as an advance birthday present!!
so yeahhh. the name of the person doing my hair is Jimmy.
he so cute lorrr!! im not saying physical wise. hahaa.
i feel like a princess. hahaaa! only mum and bestie know why. xD
i have to admit that my heart flustered when Jimmy was wiping away drops of cream on my face. =p
k whatever laaa. jimmy jimmy. jimmy neutron. hahaa! mepek luh.
anyways, im so satisfied with my hair now. heeee!
THANKS MUM&JIMMY.

head home around maghrib. the head out again to Giant Tampines!
then theres this cute 44cm Bunny Plushy! OMGEE SO CUTE LOR!
then i asked dad if i can buy it then dierr a'ah kan jer. HAHA.
YAY! YAY! oh then after that bought my shampoo for coloured hair.
ni case betol2 nyer jaga eh. hahaa.
eh daa mahal2 buat kan. of course nk jaga ;D

OH YEAH. SHINee COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE IN MARCH!
*SCREEEEEEEEAMSSSS*
eh but i dont know if im meeting them though =(
we'll seeeee ~ oh yah, bought this months's TEENS&TEENAGE cuz SHINee's in it. :D
TEENS is a 4 page spread article and TEENAGE has SHINee's giant poster!!
oh and justin bieber's poster too. HAHA.

kay anwyays, i took alot of pics today. =]

2010-02-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

heyyooo! here to update my bloggie again! ^^

today, went to bukit batok crescent for acting audition for screenbox production. the series name is Testimoni. heard of it people? heehee.
i got a call from them to come down today :)
went to auditions with azura and amirah. yepp! they came too!
so yadaa2. found the place and all.
apek so kind! he charged us $3 taxi fare. LOL!
cheapest fare ever.. hahahaa.
reached there around 3pm+ ?
had to wait for 2 people, then i had to go in.
wah i swear i was nervous. hahahaa!
but lama2 okaylaaa. had to do a script from fajar ramadan.
i think i did okay? but obviously theres others better than me. hahaa.
but oh well, lets just wait if they call. hee (:
while waiting for azura to finish her audition,
me and amirah made new friends there. hehee!
very friendly people there. i like i like.
kay after everything, off to woodlands banquet!
ate tom yam ban mian. it was okay.
but the most nicest ban mian has to be at eastpoint banquet!! :D
k whatever laaa. hahaha!
went home soon after and watched Suria Elektra.
hmmmm.. abit boring. hahaha!
kayy enjoyed my day today with my besties!!!

lets have a real outing soon babes! ;)

oh yeahh, just now had fun with abang ilham.
we danced to alot of korean songs. great exercise!
but obviously im the better dancer.
sorry abg ilham but its true! =p
abang nt flexible like me. HAHAHAA. ceh step eh.
kay then we tried to master Top's rapping part from Haru Haru.
this one super fun lorrrrrr.. hahaaa. but hard at the same time.
korean language can be a tongue twister at times.
especially when rapping parts.
but i pulled it off! oh what can i say?
im kinda good at languages. HAHAHAHA.
macam pahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.

KAY GOODNIGHT PEEPS!

2010-02-02T16:33:00.000-08:00

FINALLY I HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG! hehehee!
so anyways, those pictures above are from Fiesta Suria @ East Coast. (saturday)
had a great time laughing and enjoying the performances!
Fauzie and Suzairhe very funny!! xD
hahaaaaa. went home at around 7pm. didnt stay to catch papadom under the stars. =(
kayy anyways. reach home and played the comp and all till 12am?
12am, start to get ready to go to Lot1 for SHINee's fansign!!
went out at 2.30am and fetched fee and her bro by car. abang hadi drove of course. bt theres also fauzan(abang's friend) in the car. dunno why he wants to follow. haha.
reached there at 3am+ and theres already so many people there! -___-
i think around 800 people?
my queue number was 865. omgee. and the thing actually starts at 9.30am.
but shinee came at 1pm+.
so imagine, i didnt get my sleep, i didnt eat, and i had to wait and queue for endless hours!!!!!!!
MUCH SUFFERING I TELL YOU. and everybody was like pushing and all.
the security and staff was like shouting at us.
well i think the fans are too impatient though, really.
but in the first place, Lot1 isnt a good place to hold fansigns.
i think around 2000+ or maybe 3000 ppl came lorr!!
and they're only giving the first 1000fans a chance to meet SHINee and get their albums autographed.
oh yeahhh, the album and poster costs me $60!! -_____-
so expensive can?!! but its okay. at least got to see SHINee!!!! :D
SHINee came at 1pm+. OMGEE THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD LOOKING IN REAL LIFE!! JUST LIKE IN VIDEOS AND TVS! i want to kidnap them home can? hahah!! xD
kayy so my album was autographed by Jonghyun oppa darling!!
OMG HIS SMILE MELTS MY HEART INSTANTLY!!!!
and and and his eyes when smiling was so round and cute. mcm puppy. LOL.
my heart was melting seriously. lol
hmmmmm.. what else? Taemin was pretty cute too! very bubbly. :D
kayy i think i shall stop talking about them here. heheh!
BUT I MISS THEM ALREADY! =(

yesterday, i had monday blues and i didnt help mum with housework and cooking.
mum was upset and she didnt talk to me. and then she vent her anger at me!
omgee. then suddenly dad was angry at me also cuz he asked me whether i've eaten. but i didnt answer him due to the sadness inside of me. -__-
mum didnt fold my clothes bt fold the others.
how can i not be angry?! bt in the first place i knw its my fault for not being a good daughter la. BUT HELLO?! im very tired okayy after all the queueing at SHINee's fansign. 1 night of sleep didnt cover that.
kayy so as usual i locked myself in the room and cried like hell.
i can hear my parents talking about me from my room.
tears kept flowing and flowing. and i thought, " im going to hell" .
i've dissappoint them so many times already and i can't let this continue.
after around 2hrs in my room, i came out went mum was going to work.
i wanted to salam her and say sorry. but she was running away from me.
OMG. but then dad grabbed mum and forced her to face me.
and i did what i did. then she was like " lain kali buat lagi " o.O
bt i guess she's okay now cuz this morning, she talked to me.
but i dont know if she really has forgiven me or not. =(
i hope everything will be okay..

2010-01-29T23:55:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO RIDE THIS PINK FINO YAMAHA NEXT YEAR WHEN IM 18!!
but parents don't allow me to take motor license. haizzz~
it would be awesome if i were to travel with that pretty thing~
i've seen alot of finos in singapore already. omgee i so jealous!!
but nevermind laaaa. take private transport to travel lorrr..
im scared to take driving license. =x

anyways, today i woke up very late. hehehe. ^^
but after a loong sleep, im still tired when i woke up. -__-
slacked and watched tv. but all this changed at 6pm!
i became the housewife till 9pm. 3 hours of housework! hahaha!
now im very tired already. tomorrow still need to go to Fiesta Suria at East Coast with family. i dont really wanna go initially.
i have been going out quite alot these days. i want to rest at home. haha.
but oh well~ long time never go out with family.
and azurabestie, sorry cuz i wouldnt be going with you. but meet u there je lah k?
and please dont be angry with me. heh. u sounded angry at msn. =x

to all readers, enjoy ur weekend aites?
will update again soon!! :D

~ love and the others have already landed in singapore.
OMGEE IM SO HAPPY! MEET U GUYS THIS SUNDAY! :D

2010-01-28T23:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday, had lunch with azura and deeyana!! :D
had a fun day lah overall. but something happened at the mrt.
its so freakingly horrifyingly phobiatic! -______-
urghh. hope this piece of memory will vanish soon. urghhh. disgusted.
anyways, ate sliced fish soup with rice fr lunch yesterday at the coffeeshop behind bugis junction. i forgot whats the name laa. hahaaa.
the soup so nice!! if only i know the recipe. then can cook it at home. haha! xD
hmmmmm... after everything, me&azura went to the floating platform at bedok reservoir while dee continued with her work. haha. =p
i love hanging out at the floating platform. so relaaaxing!

today, went out with azura again and kak ira! or should i say, SITI!
i know u're reading this kak ira! hahahaaa.. stalker! =p
met them at tampines inter then head to changi airport by bus.
yadaa yadaa yadaa yadaa.. hahahhaa!
lazy elaborate everything laaa.
BUT, i had fun today!! really enjoyed myself!! :D
hang out again soon loves! ;)

oh and and and! MY PAK SU GAVE ME $100 AS A REWARD FR MAKING IT INTO POLY!
* SCREEEEEEEAAAMSSS * !!! hahahaahahahahha!!
actually he gave all his anak sedares who made it to poly.
so kind right???? but $100 is soo much laaaa! omgeee.
IM SOOOOOO HAPPY! hahahaa. :D
klaaahhh. going to sleep now. so tired.

GOODNIGHT READERS! :D

2010-01-27T07:59:00.000-08:00

Diploma in Technology and Arts Management

About the Programme
This diploma has been crafted to provide students with exciting career opportunities in the creative industries initiated by the Renaissance City Reports (Ministry of Information, Communications and the Arts). Through a balance of local, regional and international perspectives, the academic rigours of the diploma programme train students to be key personnel with multi-disciplinary talents in the management, design and technical domains.

Programme Objectives
The programme produces graduates who are industry-ready, resourceful, versatile and culturally sensitive. Through exposure to performing, visual and inter-disciplinary aesthetics, students are equipped with professional knowledge as well as industry attachment, training and experience in the following areas:
-Arts administration, management and marketing
-Arts facilities management
-Scenic and costume designers
-Technical theatre
-Stage and production management

Career Prospects
Our graduates will be ready for career opportunities as:
-Designers: Scenic, Costume
-Stage Managers and Technical Crew
-Audio and Lighting Crew
-Specialists for Stage and Screen
-Arts Managers, Arts Administrators and Arts Marketers
-Production Assistants and Managers
-Front-of-House Staff
-Arts Facilities Management Staff

Further Studies
Graduates may choose to further their education as the diploma programme meets the requirements for advanced standing in local and overseas institutions of higher learning. Some institutions that DTA graduates are enrolled in include National University of Singapore, Nanyang Technological University, National Institute of Education, Singapore Institute of Management, LaSalle College of the Arts, and Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology.

There you go people, MY FUTURE.
well, i can't say anything much about RP. i know this will happen anyway.
where can i go with 22 points right? seriously. LOL. xD
BUT. truthfully, i love the course that i got into! hahaa.
its a media course!! MEDIA.MEDIA.MEDIA! :D
die die media right Nurul? so this is the path that God has chosen for you.
so you must be thankful. yup i am :)
i can't possibly go media courses in other polys.
so i guess RP is alright? hmmmmmmmmmmm...

anyways, Congratz to the people that have gotten the courses that they wanted! ;)

2010-01-26T18:50:00.000-08:00

* MELTS *
KIM JONGHYUN! 김종현 ♥
My new found lover ;)
hahahaa. yes. we're secretly attached and growing strong. *winkwink*
Long-distance relationship is hard but we'll try our best to prevail this Love.
right darling?

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. perasan nyer nurul. astaghfirullahalazim~
but anyways, meet you&the others this sunday kay love? sssshhhh. ;)
*blow kiss*

2010-01-21T13:12:00.000-08:00

arghh.. today woke up, not feeling well. then running nose suddenly.
alaaaaamaaaaaaaaak.. spoil plan jerr nk gi gym dengan azura n kak ira! -.-
straightaway went to bath bt havent yet eat any medication. lol! mcm mane nk baik eh gini. kay today gonna rest. no more going out till weekends. lol?! xD

ANYWAYS, wanna blog about yesterday.
lunch with dee was cancelled. alamaaaak. haha.
so i went out at 3pm+ to meet someone. met at cityhall.
went to eat at marina square for awhile. then i gave him something that should have been given like MONTHS AGO. HAHAH!
benda tu menyemak jer kat my bilik. lol. basket!
but im glad that he liked the gift. though its nothing much.
and i guess, u didnt know that its a farewell gift.
thanks for being such a great friend all these while. *sigh*
anyway, he have to rush off soon cuz he has to go fr recording at 7pm?
after that went to meet dee!! haha.
dee finished work at 6pm+ . visit Amirah&Nadiyah at work @ JCO. HEHEH! :D
me&dee got 2 donuts frm them bt the manager/leader was there at that point of time. so only paid fr one donut.
then amirah also have this ice blend drink. mocha chocolate i think? haha.
omgee super nice! thanks for free stuff u guys! xD
i had fun at JCO yesterday. chilled at the cafe area.
had fun looking at amirah&nadiyah work. hehehe. :D
gave dee her very very very belated bday present. lol!
k then from raffles city, went to esplanade for ITE Show Choir! :D
went there to support kassim,ema and kamsani.
saw muhammad aka MBK there! hahaha. omgee.
had a short chat with him. nice meeting him there. hehe :D
k continueing, yesterday ite show choir was AWESOME.
awesome awesome awesome. hahahaaa.
they put up a great performance yesterday. good job guys :D

went home straighaway after that. abang hadi brought 2 helmets.
so i had to go home with him on his bike.
hmmm. i usually dont like to ride his bike. cuz damn noisy la pls! -.-
bt yesterday, since it was at night, the cold air was super nice laa! :D
enjoyed my ride home. hahahahaaaaaa.
till the next post. byebye~

2010-01-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

CAN I SAY THAT I'VE FALLEN AGAIN? FALLEN FOR THESE GUYS! ♥
OMGEE THEIR VOICES MAKES ME MELT! * fanning myself *
hahahaaa. drama ehh.. xD

anyway, today dad was on MC.
after cleaning up my room and stuff, head to Bedok Reservoir with mum,dad&aqilah!
walked around abit then rested at the floating platform. until night! LOL!
oh my god so nice laaaa!! xD
and the breeze. wow! hahaa. quite cold laa but its kinda nice =]
anyway, had a fun chat with that rockstar.
its been a long time since we're talking like this.
i guess both of us are too busy with our things huh?
meeting him for awhile on wednesday.
but before that, having lunch with deeyana!! aww i miss her so much!!
then at 8.15pm gonna watch ite show choir at Esplanade Concourse! :D
i miss kassim and ema!!
aww i miss alot of people! hahaaaaaa.
can't wait for this wednesday!! weeeeeeeeee~ :D
tomorrow nk buat ape eh? stay at home je lah yerr. =]
klahh. goodnight peeps! gonna layan my sweethearts up there! xD

2010-01-17T23:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY IDRIS!! * his birthday falls on the 16th january*
wahhh.. the first person in the class to turn 17 sehh!
the second person is ME! haha. in february! gonna turn 17 like u too! :D
and anyway, smalam receive birthday msg, terharu eh idris?
tk leh angzzxxzz! xD

anyway.. sorry for MIA for abit.
didnt have the mood to blog. hmmm.. can say alot of things happened this week.
firstly, the olevel results. im really really disappointed but i cant do anything about it. im nt gonna say that life will move on and all that stuff cuz i cant really move on. but maybe later. time will heal =]
for now, im still thankful that i can go to poly.
secondly, got into a small fight with bestie's boyfriend. LOL!!
so random. but we're on good terms now. im glad. haha.
well, i guess both of us have our egos. thats why. -.-
thirdly, which happens today, family played a small prank on me.
well not exactly a prank laaa.
but family asked me out today. went to singapore expo.
mum wants to watch this amal show thing.
then then. i didnt know that "HE" was going to make a performance with his band.
all my family pakat to surprise me laa. WTH!
i was so shocked that he appeared on stage. walaooo.
i dont want to meet him sehh. i've already moved on bt they kept pestering me to meet him for awhile after the show and all.
but obviously i denied. please laaa. family so childish.
want me to baik baik with him. * roll eyes *

ANYWAY, i wanna congrats Kamsani for winning the singing competition just now.
and also congratulate AzuraBestie's abang sedare for winning second place. haha!
k so anyway, me&brother heading to the toilet laa.
then terserempak with kamsani. hahaa.
i just buat straight face and look at him. then he look at me mcm familiar. LOL.
then when he saw abang hadi then abang hadi tegured him, then he was like..
" ohh!!!! " HAHA. expression pricely..
then he say to me" patutlah tadi tgk2 mcm familiar je.. *smiles*
hehehehe. i very shy laa. i didnt talk to him.
only abang hadi did the talking.
but still, im very happy. eh bestie???! u knw i knw! ;)
and to you guys out there, i dont have a crush on him k. haha.
kamsani is actually my cuzzin,kassim's goodfriend. thats how we met.
im not kamsani's fan k!! hahaa.

k after everything, went to bedok corner to eat.
then after that went home.
i kept thinking while in the car. hmmmm. =(

2010-01-10T23:58:00.000-08:00

today...
woke up early in the morning to go johor to visit nenek.
she just came back from umrah. yeaahhhhh.
had breakfast there and all before going to mak su's house.
pretty bored at first until cuzzins came.
but then after awhile, me,abang,cuzzin ayuni and kak farahana go sleep!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! its just the environment la. very boring lorrr! i swear!
but at least gt ayuni cuzzin to entertain my crap. eh cuzzin? gorilla ah kau! =p
went to Giant after like around 4pm+.
homed at 9pm+ eh? haha.
anyways, tomorrow Olevel results!!! o.O
im damn nervouss right now. arghhhhhhhhhh!!
gonna get ready packets of tissue tomorrow. =(
okay. good luck to all taking the results tomorrow!
im gonna leave u guys with a conver with me & sean lim zi khai!
irritating guyyyyy! -_-
bt kind of funny laa. haha. go read! enjoy! =]

SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
good luck and relax ~
nurulamirah says:
relax??!! walaaaooo!! hahaaa. bt anyway, thanks. you too!! u sure do well one laaa.. =}
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
-.-
i think i get above 15 points can -.-
nurulamirah says:
u sure ? no laaa. ur face actually quite smart. hahahaa!! xD
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
face i know uh
nurulamirah says:
if u get below 15 points i smack u ahh! hahaa.
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
the brain different
no uh wont get one
that's why i earn money by letting people see my face
nurulamirah says:
haha! earn money? what u talking sia? model or what..
bullshit sia u..
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
face model
see handsome right
nurulamirah says:
hahah! can ahhh. after the braces are gone.
lol!! xD
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
-.-
!@#$%^& i taking out this wednesday man
damn it .
nurulamirah says:
HAHAAHAHHA!!! so sad! cannot show off ur teeth liaooo. xD
bt its okay. im sure we will have another class outing..
so dont worry sean! just dont die.
bahahaha
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
there will always be television when they interview most handsome people in asia
nurulamirah says:
-_____________- dang ~
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
fact
nurulamirah says:
funny ah? presiden handsome meh?
*president
lol.
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
president ?
whats the link uh ?
nurulamirah says:
president gt interview when national day. lol
NVM LAHHH !!
forget it manzzxx..
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
i no need to be him .
handsome people always on television
most of the time , no need wait till national day
nurulamirah says:
wahhh! ur joke so funny .. i can laugh till 2pm tmr!
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
rubbish
nurulamirah says:
hmmmmmmmmz. but okayla. i give u face. actually u're OKAY for a chinese. wah racist.
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
what okay
nonsense uh u
nurulamirah says:
then what? u want me to say handsome ah?!
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
what want you to say ?
is natural reaction
nurulamirah says:
wth!! -_-
im just gonna say nth to that.
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
you're amazed by my beauty
nurulamirah says:
talking to u makes me damn crazy. beauty ur braces la sean lim !
hahahaahhahahah ~
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
with braces alrd have beauty , take off alrd i think you kidnap me home
nurulamirah says:
-___-
what for i want to kidnap u home siaa. no benefit fr me! waste energy only.
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
and also attract other thiefs
and kidnappers
also attract superstar contracts
nurulamirah says:
-____- dowan talk to you anymore.
hahaaaaa. crazyyyyy ~
SeanLimZiKhai ! says:
~~~

2010-01-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

yo yo yo yooo !!
just came back home yoo!! haha. okayy whats up with the yo! xD

anyways, yesterday went to NYP. the goodie bag so cool. i meant the sling bag la..
me and azura walked around for awhile then went to watch NYP jam.
i lazy elaborate laa actually. sleeq performed. hahaaa. k daaa. =]

today went to TP!!! :D
i was 15 mins late. azura,naqiyah and haikal was already at my bus stop. lol!
well, 15 mins is okay right? first time tau lambat!
that day, i waited for azura at bedok inter for nearly half and hour man!
HAHAHA!! azura tk perlu !! xD k information not needed. confirm nanti she tag me one. hahaaaa. =p
so ermmmm.. went to tp soon.
walked around the school. and gt this part ni laa. involves a male guide.
i dont want to tell here ah. those who know will know. HAHAHA!
but his friends soo not needed laa! go and " ehem2 " ! haiyo..
waited for jam&hop and yeahh. it soon starts at 7pm+
TP jam&hop was AWESOME LAAHH !!!
i wanna dance and go crazy. but must keep image. =(
HAHAHAHA!!! lame siaa reason. loser ah nurul. kental lah nurul. i know. LOL!~
so yeahh. sleeq performed. and theres other bands&performances also. SUPERB!
had a great day/night with loved ones. really enjoyed today. thank u lovelies!
went home with azurabestie & kak ira. :D

oh oh oh, today i sponsored syarif and alyph tissue. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAH!!
okayy da byebye!! =p

will upload pictures soon. or maybe in fb. hehe.

2010-01-07T14:09:00.000-08:00

IM ADDICTED TO THIS SONG & THE BOY, MINHO. =p
and i cant believe taemin is my age. bt he does look young though.
and very cute. hahahahaaa.
but minho will always be my first! hehehe!!

aaaahhh... finally i can update again! heheh! :D
it has been a tiring week so far. lol!
i dont remember what i was doing on mon and tue bt on wednesday,
went to the gym with azura bestie!!!
worked out for about 2hrs. BEST! ;D
then from tampines inter, walked back home man!!!
after 2 hrs of work out, walk from tamp to bedok for another 1hrs+ !
hahaha! crazzyyy or whattt.. ? lol!
and yeahh, we took a long time to walk back home. hahaaa.
and i had to walk an extra mile cuz azura's house is nearer from tamp -.- boo you!
hahaaa. k anyways, balek rumah jerrr, family tengah tgk KBS world.
i went to the fridge to get a drink. then....

me: *drinking*
mum: eh matair nurul ade kat cerite ni tau!
me: * tersedak and somehow air masok hidong!!!! *
me: * after recovering myself,* MINHO EHH?!!!!!!
mum: hahaa. sape lagi...
me: ape citer ni? dream team ehh?
abang hadi: a'ah. minho kan sports person. that time die kalahkan sumer org.
me: die daa lari ?!
abang: belom.
me: yessaaarrr !!! * quickly sits down infront of the tv *

HAHAHAH! so yeahh thats the story. xD
haizzzzz... gila bayang or what.
and i kept saying " eh cute eh die? " " eh cute nyer die.. " LOL!!
then suddenly dad asked about someone.
not needed seh. terus spoil mood. -.-
dad, i got over him already eh pls! stop asking me about him and saying that he's a good person and all! dulu kata lain, skarang orang da lepaskan, kata lain plak!

-_____________________________________________________-

k anyway!!! hahahaaaa. ignore what i just said before.
so yesterday, me and azura went to singapore poly & ngee ann poly open house.
didnt get to meet up with amirah yesterday. =(
naqiyah also cant come yesterday. =(
double boo eh? hahah. bt both of them will stay in my heart always ;D
cehh. awwwww. hahahahaaa.
so anyway, SP is quite hyped la actually. not bad not bad.
saw some cuzzins,familiar faces and also eye candy. :D
so walked around the school and all.got free coke. nice. hahaha!

then head on to ngee ann poly.
the first thing we saw was paul twohill's performance with his friend. lol!
" cuz im mr brightside... " hahahaaa. nice nice.
walked around the schooooool.
went into this place to find Arts Business Management booth.
asked the person some stuff. and erm. i might be considering this course as one of my top choices. hmmmmmmm..
after that, gt this particular cute malay guy eye contacted fr quite awhile. hee!
kan azura kan ?!! first malay guy of the day! like finally. lain sume normal2 la.
and yesterday, i find that chinese guys are not bad as well. hahaahaaa!!!
i used to find them not attractive AT ALL. xD
hahaaaaa. got this chinese guy. look abit like korean2. xD
i mean the chinese is not like chinese laaa. lol! nvm2.
hahaaaa.
so continueing our journey, walked around the school and all.
oh yahh, after seeing SP and NP , i now find TP VERY small. -.-
like seriously. hahahahaaaaaaaa!!
anyway, was actually to meet amirah at ngee ann poly.
she came earlier and was with hafsah.
but me and azura left early cuz we were tired and all. so yeahh.
took a looooooooooooong bus ride home. scary sia. thought we were lost fr a moment.
hahaa. homed soon.

today, going to NYP!
meeting azura at 4pm!
time check : 2.09pm !
gotta get ready now! take care people! :D
will update again soon!

2010-01-02T21:44:00.000-08:00

yohaaa! just had my dinner! :D
now im here to blog about today!
the plan was actually to stay at home to watch the repeat of Singapore Idol 3.
BUT i ended up watching KBS World from 2pm-6pm+ !!! hahaha!!
well theres this korean drama called " Full House " !
the picture above are the main characters.
the drama is so funny lah can?! hahaaa!
its mainly about love laa. comedic love story.
but obviously theres conflicts here and there.
its really a good series. gonna catch it everyday! ^^

so anyways, tomorrow morning heading down to sengkang sports complex.
gonna go for a swim with family.
and the reason why i wanted to go there cuz theres shelter. hehehe!
i dont wanna get dark or sunburn cuz my skin very sensitive ah.
cannot be exposed to sunlight that long. hahaa.
thats explains why my skin is like this! xD
im very sporty when i was in primary school.
and i dont really care much about my skin till i went to secondary school.
and now i regret having to be exposed to too much sun! -.-
i used to be fair when i was very young. hmpphh!
nevermind. i shall strive for fairer skin with body lotion. hahah!

okaylorr. till the next post peeps!
and im so not ready for whats coming this january. booo!

2010-01-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! ( i knw im abit late to wish this. heee )
may 2010 be a better year full of hope and success! ;D
but 2009 will be missed greatly though. so much memories. heheh.

anyways, on new year's eve, me & family went out!
first we had lunch at rasa rasa thai restaurant.
had a feast!! obviously i enjoyed the meal ^^ bt ermm. u knw i hate it when i eat alot. cuz confirm chop gurantee gain weight!! confirm!!
anyways, after that went to marina bay.
walked around there and waste time until 12am !!!!
then boooooomz!! FIREWORKS BABY!!!
and OHMYGOD this is like my first time seeing fireworks real closely.
i was standing at the waterfront area laa. heeheee.
it was so beautiful i tell you!! lol!!
countdown was awesome. and everyone was like making noises and buat kecoh! ;D
hahaa. k then after that, we went back to peninsula. the car was parked there.
then otw, theres this group of mat reps and minah.
then i overheard a mat rep protesting while walking past them.

mat rep: eh skarang ni kau da langgar dier?! * pointing to his friend *

OH COME ON LAAA !! GROW UP LAHH MAT REP !!
the place is damn crowded and its normal if someone accidentally hits u right?
like what the hell laaa!! getting upset about these kind of things?
please laaa. takmo step gangster laaa. umur pon tk cukop.
maseh adek adek abehh nk step fierce plakk kat sini.
gangster betol tk buat perangai mcm kau laaa ehh. -.-
serious shit man. so childish!!
i practically blurted a laugh man. HAHAH!
so the night ended off nicely. xD

today, me and family went to east coast to eat with wak yoh & wak ana.
and ermmm. i think i gain weight again laaa. haizz. stress nyer aku. HAHA!
i ate satay, ayam madu , tahu kicap and steal2 abang's mee. lol!
and omg the tahu kicap so damn nice can? my first time eating it. hahaa!
k after that, head on to rest somewhere. until 10pm+ !!!
so loooooong laaaaa. just sit down and talk talk.
but i had a great time laa. wak yoh very funny. HAHA.
k then homed and now im online!! :D
gonna offline soon though. heheheeee.

oh yesss! i've found a new song! well not actually new laah. lol.
the song is so emotional and nice laa!
got english sub. go hear this! u'll nt regret :)

to you,
you let me wait for too long.
and im not gonna wait for you anymore cause you've dragged me down too much.
i want the best for myself and clearly you're not the best for me.
i need you to be there for me when i needed you and truthfully,
you've disappointed me greatly. i dont need someone like you.
you've hurt me too much now. im sick of hearing my own tears.
im letting you go. and i'll never look back.

a brand new year. a brand new start.

2009-12-28T21:23:00.000-08:00

THIRD SINGAPORE IDOL, SEZAIRI SEZALI!!!
CONGRATS TO HIM FR CROWNING THIS SEASON'S SINGAPORE IDOL! :D

YESTERDAY, went to Singapore Indoor Stadium For SI !!
so awesome. just PURE AWESOME!!
i lazy to update lah what happened yesterday.
so today, just a short update eh? :)
hahahaa. dont really have the mood to blog laa.
and today... didnt do anything productive. =(
i should really spend my time wisely now cuz 2010 is so near already!!
im not ready. i hope time would just slow down.. sigh..

2009-12-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

heyyoo heyyoo!
went out with family today. went to marina square.
then at around 6pm, azura bestie called whether i want to go esplanade. LOL!
and esplanade is like.. right infront of marina. HAHAH!
cool laahh.. sempat sehh kau nk ajak aku kluar ehh.
stakat nk tengok eherrm eherrm2! you and kak ira =p
haha. kay so at Esplanade Waterfront theres this hip hop gig laa.
oh my god so awesome laaaa!!
Moira & Freaky Z was the bomb!! ;D
Moira's music was so cool.. the lyrics of the songs were deep. o.o
and the lead singer sang it so " feelingly " . LOL!
and Freaky Z was great and he's a funny guy! hahahaa.
he really knows how to entertain people.
oh yeahh, Alyph suddenly appeared out of nowhere and sat around our area. LOL.
terperanjat oi. hahahaha! kan azura kan? xD
jyeahh so after their performance, i had to go home =(
i really wanted to stay cuz theres another set at 10pm.
Moira performing their 2nd set. but OH WELL!
then ermmmm... met Alyph for awhile. took pictures, then ciaooo!!
oh yahhh. but paiseyy lahh tadi!!
Alyph asked me how am i. then i was like " ah... ah... ah.. im ok?? "
HAHAH! stutter or whatsss?! paisey seh.
starstruck -.-
cehh no laaaaaa. i also dont know why i was like that. daa lama tak talk gaknyerr.
yeahh so part ways with azura and kak ira soon after that. =(

tomorrow.. singapore diol finale!! yeeehaaaa !!

2009-12-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

Had an AWESOME time with Azura Bestie & her cuzzin Kak Ira today! ♥
we went to tampines gym first then off to watch avatar!!
and OH MY GOD THE MOVIE IS LIKE SO GOOD LAHH! LOL!
you guys should definitely catch it. yup yup :)
after movie went to the open plaza and took pictures! HAHA!
and we went on the stage since only a few ppl was there. and it was dark.
hahaaa. kononnya nk perform la eh.. xD
really had fun today! lets go out together again someday bestie n kak ira! :D

anyways, on top of all the great times i had these few days,
im still quite miserable inside. haizzz..
the feelings just seems to fade away day by day.
its so hard for me to say that i love you now.
cuz the feelings just died and its all because of you.
you werent there for me when i needed you.
i guess its best that we go our seperate ways.
things are never the same as it used to be.
but, i've never regretted to have met you and i appreciate all the things we've been through. and i wanna thank for all the happiness u've given me.
i'll always miss you.
and i'll always remember you.

2009-12-24T01:32:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!! im back again with another post!!
kay who reads my blog anyway? -_-

anyways, i forgot what i did on monday. so skip that!
on tuesday, went to Viva Muzik Singapura !!!! WOOOTS!!!
SleeQ was awesome!! like always!! ;D
Rancour's performance was amplifying too! i love loud live band playing! ;D
Hyrul Anuar also put up an energetic performance :)
and the three ladies from E.V.E was great too :)
the rest of the performers.. didnt watch laahh. LOL!
kay the night was just.. BEST LAHH. hahaha.
pictures are uploaded at my FACEBOOK :)

today, accompanied ibu to bedok to pay some bills and stuff.
then off i go cut my hair!! hehehe!! ^^
no more long hair people. now dahh shorter abit but still below shoulders? lol!
i love my hair. really. hahahaha!!!
oh yeahh, i watched zoom korea just now.
and the part where hyrul appeared was so touching laahhh!!
maiya was surprised that hyrul was in korea, like just around 1 metre from her.
then she ran to hyrul and hugged him. awwww.. i think thats so sweet! ;D
i want to hug someone too. HAHAHA!!

okay da daa. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!
gonna be another day tmr. or should i say later?
since its like hmmmm.. 1.31am in the morning?
yay cant wait!!
gonna go to tamp gym and then to the movies with....
AZURA BESTIE AND HER CUZZIN! ;D

2009-12-20T23:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO LOVELY READERS! hehehehe ^^

today, went to Naqiyah's Sister's Wedding !! hehee.
Kak Nadira so pretty!! :D
and and. i think the wedding deco and all very nice! mcm grand. heheh! ;D
oh and the food. yummeh! the black pepper prawn so big! haha ^^
kayy so overall the wedding was awesome laa but we didnt take pics with the mempelai.
haizzz.. boooooo.
pictures will be uploaded at facebook soon.
waiting for amirah to tranfer pics from her camera.

awesome day with Azura,Amirah,Hafsah,Arina,Riqa and last but not least..
Miss Naqiyah darling !! thanks for inviting us to ur sis's wedding ;D
muaccckkkksss ! oh and naqi, if u're reading this, ur sayang is too quiet!
ask him to talk to us laa ! hahaa. not sociable. only can smile. HAHA! =p

2009-12-19T22:34:00.000-08:00

SEE THAT ??!! SEE THAT ??!!
ITS PINK !!
AND AND AND AND AND ~
*DRUM ROLLS*

ITS NOW IN MY HANDS !! HEHEH!! ^^
im a happy girl. yup i am. hahahaha!
the handphone so cute can?!
hahaaa. just for the sake of cuteness eh?
well, its worth. xD
but i still have my old phone. so much memories inside! ~

kayy tmr gonna go Kak Nadira's Wedding!!
kak nadira is naqiyah's sister. heeee.
long time never see her. haha.

okayy. gotta stop here since i've nothing else to say.
GOODNIGHT! =]

2009-12-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

IM NOW IN LOVE WITH KOREAN BANDS! HEHEHEH! :D
these videos are my current favourites! enjoy!

Girls' Generation - Gee

SS501 - Love Like This

Girl's Generation - Genie

Super Junior - Sorry Sorry

I think they're HOT. HAHAHAH!
GOODNIGHT!

2009-12-14T16:52:00.000-08:00

yohaaaa ! ^^
today mum woke me up at 6am+ and we went for a morning jog!
but i wasnt really in the mood actually. cuz i prefer night jogging.
although i knw im breathing in less oxygen because of the trees that gives out carbon dioxide at night. -.- but its okay. hahah!
i also did some workouts somewhere around my house area. heee.
after that, had breakfast at macdonalds. my sister wanted too!!
oh yah, i dearest sister tagged along. hehehee.
bought hotcakes and sausage mcmuffin for the 3 of us.
hmmmm.. long time never eat at mac. me&mum talked alot&laughed alot. love u ibu! ;D
after everything, followed mum go pasar than homed!!
after awhile, i dozed off. HAHAHAHA! tired laaa.
yesterday slept at 2am+ ! only had 4 hours+ of sleep.
then now im playing the comp.yeehaaa!
da lama tk main. haha! mcm paham.

alrighty, till the next post!
take care readers! =]

2009-12-11T22:31:00.000-08:00

these few days... i had a hard time going to sleep! really really!
and my feelings. felt super down today. i've never felt like this before.
today,i wasnt really in the mood to help mum cook. i did it unsincerely. sigh.
mum noticed i was kinda different today and asked why. but i just kept quiet.
BUT. as a mum, she knew everything. everything thats going inside my head.
she said something like:
" ni laa jadinye kalau orang tengah rindu seseorang yg die cinta.. " HAHAH!
my mum is just super awesome laa. she understands me well. hee. i love her. ^^
anyway, she asked me to msg him and all that stuff.
i wonder why i didnt msg him. didnt want to disturb him i guess?
but since im already like.. orang tak betol, decided to msg him laaa.
at first, he didnt reply me. boo.
i really miss him at that point of time, and baru jek nk call him tau.
then he replied! :D
heart beating so fast lorrr.. hahahahahahahaaa.
kay i think i shouldnt elaborate any longer laa.
just wanna say that im very happy right now! :D
anyways, today didnt do much.
just continued reading my malay novel. a few more pages and im done!
i totally love the storyline so far.
and of course, a big part of the story is about love.
true love between a husband and wife. how i wish i could have that in the future =)
it will be a pure blessing. heee.

okayy. shall stop blogging now.
BYEBYE!
and i can't wait for NEXT WEEK! ^^

2009-12-09T15:48:00.000-08:00

OH! I'VE JUST REALISED THAT MY BLOG PIC & SYLVIA'S PIC ARE KINDA SIMILAR!
hahahahaha. woaaaah thats cool. but of course she's way way way more prettier than me laaa. duhhh ! who am i right? im just a nobody! :D

2009-12-09T15:40:00.000-08:00

SINGAPORE IDOL SPECTACULAR 12 YESTERDAY IS JUST PURE AWESOME!
watched it live at mediacorp studio with ma girls azura & amirah! ;D
LOVE YESTERDAY LAA ! no explanation. heeeee.
reached home at around 12.30am.
was suppose to go Simpang Bedok or Rasa-rasa Thai Restaurant but its already late ah.
from my bus stop, i quickly ran home. hohoo. da lama tk run. best2!
tu pon nasib baek pakai flats. kalau heels eh.. aiyoyo. haha.
so yeahhh. Top 2 Finalists are Sezairi & Sylvia!! YAY YAY!!

So this is the battle of the S&S. Sexs & " S " ! wooots ~
hahahahahaha.
eh? mum just called me to go to the kitchen to help her. -.-
lazy laa. HAHAHAHAHAA. haiz. later laaa ehh ~ :D
kay im guessing today's gonna be my lazy day.
the weather is so nice. gonna read the book i borrowed the other day.
its a malay love novel. weeeeeee ~

alrighty, hope u guys will have a nice day!
TAKE CARE! ^^

2009-12-08T11:09:00.000-08:00

GOOD MORNINGGGGG !! :D
today's a nice morning aye? hmmm.. kinda bright outside.
the white walls on the opposite block reflected the sunlight to my eyes. glaringly painful actually. hahahahaaaaa.

ANYWAY! on sunday, went to Vivocity.
but before that, accompanied parents to mum's friend's daughter's engagement. LOL.
okay so the place is like at jurong west. brother driving.
and the cool thing is, mum&dad dont know how to go there!! WAH PIANG ! -.-
then brother asked me to read the map since he's driving. OMGEE! long time never read the map. or street directory?
okay so i guess i struggled abit trying to find the page laa.
but when im on the page, its actually pretty easy to read it. HAHAH!
so i directed abang hadi to the block at jurong west.
yay all thanks to me laa kan.. ? HEHEH! ^^
yadaaaaaa yadaaaaaa. me and brother didnt went up ah. lazy.
waited at the car, talking about relationships and girls. as usual.
brother always brought the subject up.
since im a good sister, i gave him a listening ear and advise him laa.
and i once asked him why he always talk to me about this, and he said girls are good at talking about this stuff. -.-
like hello?! dont boys talk about this too? HAHAHA!
kay anyway, after everything, went to vivo.
wanted to buy my bag at Tangs but but. too expensive laaa. bought my bag somewhere else. ^^ i like my new bag btw. heee~
then head down to Banquet and saw FEE DARLINGGGG !!
both of us was like.. SHOCKED plus EXCITED! hahahaa. miss u la fee. ;D
anw, ate at Banquet then homed.
* that night, i was happy cuz someone said that he loves me too. * ^^
hint: saya sayang kawan baik saya. weeeeeeeee ~
k stop it with the kawan baik. azurabestie will confirm nag me about this. =p
well he is my good friend right bestie? blueeekkk !!

YESTERDAY, went to pasir ris to make new ezlink card cuz i lost mine few months ago.
way way way before olevels started. HAHAA. so long right ? i know.
after that, decided to go job hunting. HAHAH! like out of the blue idea.
firstly, went to the shops at Whitesands and only got applied at Wanko.
its a clothing shop ahh. the rest, no space already and mostly looking fr full time.
after that, from white sands, walked to downtown and ehub.
walked around ehub at first. then i heard.. " nurul....! "
then i turned around and saw Idris !! HAHAHAA.
omg miss him sehhh! hahaaa. and he really have strong aura. can sure make ppl smile.
lol! so me&idris had a short chat before parting ways cuz Idris was actually working at that point of time. i think he went to the toilet. haha.
so yeah, i continued my journey.
Next i went to TampinesMall,CenturySquare and TampinesOne.
so as expected, most shops dont have vacancy!
i went to almost all the shops. haha! tired siaowwwww ~
but but. i guess its alright cuz i applied at 2 shops which has vacancy which is at erm... Mitkun(a shoe shop) and G2000(clothing). both at TampinesOne!
i hope one of them call me soon. i especially want to work at G2000 la pls!~
got this one cute guy working there. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA !!
no laaa. i want to work there cuz its big la. G2000 u know! ~ hahaa.
consider myself lucky. haha.
after job hunting, head to bedok library. i love bedok library =p
borrowed 2 novels then head home!

today, going to catch Singapore Idol live at Mediacorp!! yay yay!! :D
tooodlesss~

2009-12-05T01:55:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOO!! IM HIGH RIGHT NOWW !! hahaa. and its 1.55am in the morning!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ haha.crazy.
anyways, i just came back from mediacorp for RapsodiHitz.
actually no laa. reached home around 12am. LOL.
before that, saw alif&his friends under my block.typical mat mat lepakzzzz..
but surprisingly alif tegur-ed. i mean.. we're not close! xD
haha. but he lives infront of my block laa. alot of time see him also.
at first i dunno that he's calling me laa until he said damai pri and damai sec.
lol! hahahaaaaa. actually i wanted to talk to them forawhile la.
but my dad was actually on the phone with me at that time.
terus he was like " nurul tengah bebual dengan saper tu?! "
HAHAH. then i was like " ahhh.... kawan lamer ah. "
LOL. but its already late. so... yahh.next time lah talk to him when meet him again.

ANYWAYS, lets talk about yesterday first!
went to TM to initially buy azurabestie's jacket.
but end up, i bought myself a wallet from BHG and blouse from Isetan.
the wallet was a need lah. but the blouse was totally a want! HAHAH.
now im only left with ermm... around $30. omg!!!!! -.- haizzz.
anyways, after that head to Mediacorp to audition for a DRAMA.
lalalalalaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
no im just kidding actually. HAHAHAHA.
me and bestie went to collect SI tix fr next tuesday =]

TODAY, went to catch rapsodi, as u all know. haha.
i think the show went well! :D
cuz the songs sang all are like.. hit songs.
and of course, SLEEQ WAS THE BOMB! * winkwink *
no explanation for that eh people? :D

and and and. OH EM GEE !
i saw this particular guy who i've met at tamp mac with bestie before!
and i was like practically " eh azura!!! budak tu yg kite jumpe....!! "
HAHAHA. i was so shocked la. omg im so happy to see him!! xD
then he sat not far from us. and at one part, he caught me staring at him.
then he smiled at me. OMG PAISEH CAN? but inside very happy laaa. HAHAHA!
kk. i think its just a crush laa. im only gonna be hype just fr tonight.
and tomorrow maybe? when i tell the story to my mum/bro. heeee :D
oh yeahhh! saw kaseh also. kaseh if u're reading this right now..
sorry tadi malu2! but kite jumpe lagik eh? heee =p

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmz... kay the reason why i havent sleep yet cuz both my brothers are OUT! im not that surprised though. friday night?
sometimes, im jealous of my brothers u know!
my brothers dont really have a curfew. guys mahh. girl must always come home early.
right? right? -.-
but OH WELL. hahaaa.

kaykay. i shall stop here. till the next post! ;D
pictures will be uploaded soon.

2009-12-01T21:02:00.000-08:00

hello readers. hows ur day?
mine was boring. as usual, babysitting and just doing nothing productive!
anyway, i broke someone's heart yesterday :(
and the worse thing now, he doesnt want to talk to me anymore.
i seek for forgiveness, and he didnt replied me.
oh my god i feel so bad you knooooooww..
abang said today at work, his face was damn sad and depressed.
and he didnt talk much the whole day!
omg! this is all my fault lah. blame me ah blame me.
but im doing this for ur own good too right?
i dont want you to have any feelings for me. cuz i dont feel the same way as u do.
just look at what happened now?
i cant please everyone right?
i know you wouldnt be reading this cuz u dont have my bloglink.
just letting out my feelings.
haizzzzzz..

2009-11-30T20:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO READERS!
finally i have the time to blog again! weeeee.
okayy i wanna wish ABANG ILHAM a HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY!
his birthday falls on the 28th November btw. hahaa.
hmm.. although he has always been an irritating brother who likes to bully me!!
i forgive u abang. as always, im a good sister. haha.
i still love you kay abang. awwwww. so sweet =p

so saturday.
i had to choose whether to meet a friend(special one.HEHE), or to celeb abg's birthday.
HAHA. and obviously i follow family! ^^
family oriented mahh.. goodgirl. hahaa.
anyway, didnt really celebrate that much.
we went to causeway point to eat. then walk2 around there.
after that went to TAKA. bought some stuff there.
and i saw this staff working there, very cute! i think he's thai? his name is T-SYAHM or something?
hahahaaaaa. but i think he's already like 28? -.-
anyway, he has a cute smile. good service. always smile to the customer. ^^

after TAKA, went home i think? but then to send me&abg ilham home. tired mah.
the rest went to mustapha centre? on a saturday night?
I DONT THINK SO! hahaa. not for me. too cramp. ^^

yesterday, went to...... Marina Barrage? YES!
hahaaaa. sorry. im trying to recall all the stuff that happened xD
so ermm . it was a breezy night. but its all good. i love the atmosphere and all.
hmm. lazy elaborate ahh. after that go Bedok Corner eat. ( not me )
saw wak ina and family! eat together and talk2 laa.
wak bakar very funny lorrr.. hahahaaa.
and one part he said to me:
" nurul dabes o'levels kan? waaa. ape lagi. enjoy ahh! tunggu lama2 buat ape? haha"
HAHA. wahhh ! suroh enjoy sehh ! OKAYY! i'll do just that =D
soooon. HOMED!

today, the plan was actually to go job hunting.
BUT woke up with no spirit.
and mum said today we have guests coming to our house.
and i had to tidy the house and all that.
as a goodgirl and daughter. i cleaned the living room and kitchen!
how tiring. hahahaaaaa.

hmmmm.. OH YAHH!I WOULD LIKE TO WISH SHAFIQ A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
shafiq is my primary school friend. he's always the smart2 kind. still now. haha. long time never see him lei ~
miss him laa. and my other pri school friends too!
nadhirah.. karim.. syazana.. when want to meet?! lol!
primary school outing sooon!! hahaaaa. miss u guys lah. haiz. hahaa.

alrights. till the next post. TAKE CARE

2009-11-27T21:42:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ! =]
by the way, i dont know why the pics are abit blur when uploaded frm blogger.
but its okay. hahahaaa.
so........ hows ur day? enjoyable? boring? LOL.
mine was okay. though i didnt had the mood. i dont know why?
only went to meet with dad's side cuz mum's side gathered at malaysia and dad wasnt feeling too good. so didnt meet my mum's side. haiz.
but i definitely enjoyed watching " Labu dan Labi " @ Sensasi at Wak Yoh's House!
damn funny can ?? HAHAH.
their jokes was like instant laugh u knooowww.. hahaaaaa.
tk leh tahan. LOL.
anyways, i only ate a little. hehehe!
cannot eat alot already. must control ^^v
hmmm... i've been helping mum in the kitchen for 3 days straight!
hohohoo.. iskandar rockstar said i rajin. yupp! i am!
LOL! mcm phm. haha. but really i've been helping out alot. tired.
but its okayy =]

anyways, IM A HAPPY GIRL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. random.
i cant reveal it here. only mum and azurabestie knws why. HEHEH ^^

BYEBYE READERS! take care! =]

2009-11-25T19:15:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY, 24th November 2009 !!
4E4 LUNCH @ SWENSENS TAMP !! :D
enjoyed the time with classmates and the food!
i ate crayfish pasta and sticky chewy chocolate. sedaaaap!! heheh.
i lazy to elaborate laa actually. heheh.
after that, went to open plaza and took pictures! funny stuff~
* PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED SOON! *
after everything, we went our separate ways.
me and naqi went around tamp mall while azura&amirah went back to school for band thing. haizzz. but its okay. had a good time going around tamp and talk2 with naqi =]
soon,azura&amirah came back and we watched 2012!!!
GREAT AWESOME MOVIE !!! i want to watch again ah. LOL. right -.-
by then it already 8pm. so all of us went straight home.
amirah wanted to nightlife but i need to go home early. boring! xD
next time la nightlife k! after your brunei trip k amirah... ??? :D
anyways, so yeah. yesterday was great =]
seoul garden guy was cute. HAHA.

today, bathed with my 3 year old sister, AQILAH ! hahahaa.
not my idea ! she FORCED me horrr.. haha.
she love to bath with me. i dont know why. -.-
k after that, helped mum cook mee goreng.
oh, i cutted my finger. OMGOSH. hahaaa. its just a small cut lah.
anyways, as usual, me & mum had a mother-daughter talk! best2! ^^
and i realised that my life has been mostly associated with guys that starts with the letter " I " . In , Iz , Is . wow. HAHA.
btw, when i say associated, its nt that any of them are my exs or bf eh.
just want to make it clear. im single with no ex ! * winkswinks *
anw,our cooking turned out great! yummy! see who help to cook lah kan? chehhh.
mum said next time i cook myself -.-

okayy. tonight Singapore Idol !
i hope charles will be voted out. SERIOUSLY! -.-
whose voting for him anyway????? siao. HAHAHA.

okayy. BYEBYE! =]

2009-11-23T17:42:00.000-08:00

This book was given to me as a birthday present in February by AzuraBestie! ;D
as i hadnt had the time to read the book and practically betrayed it due to exams, its now then i successfully finished reading the book! LOL !
OH MY GOD THE BOOK IS SO AWESOME LAAAA !! hahaaaa. thumbs up manzz !
i literally laughed,cried,felt frustrated then smiled back the whole time reading this book.
hahahahahahaa. oh my gosh i love the ending! so touching... =]
after reading the book, i was like " woahh " .
its really a nice book. really felt the impact.

hmmmm... it has been a long time since i last went to the library.
maybe gonna go soon and borrow some books! =]
or should i buy another cecelia ahern book? but so ex lah. just fr a book. LOL!
i dont think theres cecelia ahern's books at the library.
or anybody want to lend me? HAHAHA.

anyways, YESTERDAY was well spent.
woke up in the morning and got ready to go out with family and wak yoh and wak ana!
went to rasa2 thai restaurant for brunch/feast! HAHA.
wak yoh blanjer-ed us to seafood ! WOOOH ~ NICE !
totally hit the spot manzzzzz... but i ate guiltily.
baaaahh. i ate alot. damn. damn. damn!! hahahaa.
after that, went to fish farm around pasir ris area.
bought some small fishes to add on to our new aquarium! heheh!
actually im nt that into these fish hobby.
only my uncle and dad. hahaaaa. i want hamster? HAHA. mcm budak2 sehh nurul.
hmmm.. after fish farm, went to parkway parade!
did some shopping. HEHEHEH! i love using parents money. spoilt. i know.
after that, went to east coast.
what can i say... i love the beach. hahaaa.
and yesterday was soooooo cold !! so breezy.
abang hold my arm and his hand was hot. -.-
i think my body will absorb the cold very fast.
dah lah yesterday tk bawak jacket. but it was okay. i can tahan.
lied down on the mat in between abang hadi and abang ilham.
i love my brothers. NOT !! HAHA. no lah. i love them laa.
but sometimes mcm nk kene hiaakk dusshh i tell u! they like to bully me!
haha. talked to them about stuffs. it was nice =]
while the adult2 go talk about flats and house all that.
around 8+am , GO HOME ! =]

today, as usual mum woke me up! -.-
pagi2 jer confirm nk ckp pasal..... ehem2. tkper =]
saya tak sabar 1st week of december! ^^
adeeeekkk ! ~ hahahaa. nvm. inside thing. eh ibu? hahaa.

alrighty, tomorrow 4E4 Swensens Lunch with Ms Syarifah !! YAY! ^^

2009-11-20T16:37:00.000-08:00

it has been raining these few days.
just the way i like it. HAHAHA.but theres flood at bukit timah. haiz.
but still, i want the rain to continue can? :D
hohohohooooo.
i've been staying at home this week. so bored. but its nice to stay at home.
cuz u can relax all u want and just play the comp like no one's business.
this week, my morning was filled with greetings.
every.single.day. the moment i looked at my phone. there's his name.
hmmm. its not that i dont appreciate it lah.
but it gets irritating by the day.
and my heart is still with someone, not u my dear.
why do u have to be so sweet to me? its a waste of ur time seriously.
why dont you get it? you're better off with someone else =)

hmmmm... i can't wait fr Swensens Lunch with 4E4 next tues! woohooo! :D
countdown beybehhh. i miss 4E4 and ms syarifah! hehehehehee.
i miss someone badly too. abang ilham took the same bus with him today!!
urgghhhh. i want to see him too =(
haiyaa. why do u have to be involved with the drama thingy. always go fr shooting.
give me ur scedule sooon lah u ! we walk2. as promised eh goodfriend? ^^

ohh yahh. hafiz said he's gonna buy me a private jet,sports car and the whole land in singapore if he were rich. and he said its no big deal to him. LOL!
macam paham jer budak ni! hahaa.
nevermind. later i find you! xD

lalalalaaaa. i love the rain.

2009-11-18T15:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY KALIESA DEAR !!
this sweetheart at the above pic very pretty kan people? haha.
well today, 18th November... she turns a year older!! yayyay!
Kaliesa, im glad that i met you 2-3 years ago through AliffAngels FC!
you are one sweet and funny girl u know that? hehehe!
You made my life more meaningful =)
chehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ahahahaahaaa.
All the best for ur future endeavours & enjoy ur birthday kayyy!
SEE U SOON DEAREST!
muahhh muahhh ! love yaaa ;D

2009-11-16T13:52:00.000-08:00

PICTURE CREDITS TO: Amirah's Camera, Azura's Editting Skills, Khalisa & Aai =D

HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY SYARIF !! :D
okayy like finally i wished him on the blog. hahaa!
by the way, his birthday falls on 9th November.
had an official celebration yesterday, 15th November @ Mayuni Omar Music Cafe!
im actually quite lazy to elaborate cuz theres like ALOT of things happened.
let the pictures do the talking eh?? haha.
oh but i just wanna say that i REALLY ENJOYED YESTERDAY!! yeah Sleeqers?? :D
totally love the energy, laughter and fun yesterday!!
and not forgetting the awesome performances by Syarif&Alyph themselves!!
totally loving yesterdayy !!!!!! :D
oh! oh! me,azura,amirah,aryna&khalisa had a great chat with Malaque!
malaque's an east sider. WOOOOOTS! ROCK ON BEYBEHH!! hahaaa.
anyways, malaque is superrr down-to-earth & pretty lah !!!!
haha. i love her personality. someone's so lucky. EHEM. haha.
oh i have an announcement to make.
PEOPLE. I AM PROUD TO BE A SLEEQFAN! =p
WOOOOTS! I SAID IT. hahaa.
HOHOHOHOHOHO. Aliffangels if u're reading this, IM STILL AN ALIFFANGEL EH! ;D
*sigh* starting to miss yesterday.
im surely looking forward for the next event! ^^
OH YAHHH I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING!
yesterday the lucky draw contest, I WON 2nd PRIZE!
kak izzah/joy? kecoh seh announce my name!!
then she go shout: nurul amirah seh!! nurul dengan iskandar sehh!!!
my heart stopped for awhile. * inside thing * LOL.
yeah so the person who gave the prize name is iskandar. the singapore idol blogger la. hahahahahahahaaaaa.
then bestie say syarif,alyph and his frens mcm grin2 and clap semangatly. eh bestie?
lol. mcm fishy giler siaoww. hahaaa.

anyway, today. im freaking pissed off.
WOKE UP AT 7am BY DAD!
got scolded by him in the morning while im asleep!!!!!!!!
tk bagi chance kepe. wait until i wake up or what ahh!
and the bonus thing is, he's scolding me because of A GUY!
that guy is not even my bf or someone special to me laaa!!
my family or should i say, my mum and dad has this tendency to think that if i make friends with a guy, that means im interested in the guy or the guy is interested in me. to me, NO !! like obviously NOT!
i just like to make friends? so thats a sin ahh ? -_-
tears rolled down my cheeks.
and suddenly my dad comes to me again and said sorry blablablablaaaa !!
irritating or whaaaat? always want to make people cry u know!
they know i can't take all of this nagging. cuz it hurts so bad.
i feel as if im not a good daughter to them and they expect me to perfect!
they expect me to please them always and follow what they say.
i know u guys just care about me laa.
but sometimes. ITS JUST TOO MUCH. and i wished mum wouldnt be so KPO. -.-

now, i feel so guilty cuz i made him sad. or more like heartbroken.
i told him not to contact me anymore. great.
i can't please everyone right?
so i've made a decision to not make any guy friends. for now.
i know its hard lah cuz the world is filled with guys. like duh.
and u can't possibly live without them anyway.
BUT i have no choice but to please my parents first, * roll eyes *
i just wished we didnt even meet in the car that night.
then you wouldnt knw me and wouldnt be caught up with me.
then things wouldnt be so messed up like this.

urghh. nevermind. i can handle this. i still have faith in myself.
take care readers.

2009-11-14T14:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 200th POST !! ^^
alaaah. tapi baru 200 je kan? tu pon nk happy happy. -.-

anyways! today's a saturday!
and surprisingly enough, IM NOT GOING OUT!
parents and aqilah went to see nenek at her house.
didnt follow them laa cuz i wanna rest today. tak kan hari2 nk kluar kan.
then abang ilham as usual saturday working.
abang hadi gonna go watch bola tonight.
kirim salam alam shah eh !! hahahaa..
no i dont like him. its just that i like it when he act gangster. LOL.
actually abang asked me if i want to join him with his friends.
i went to watch bola with all of them before.
super fun laa !! banyak comment abang2. funny shitz siaaa.
but maybe next time laaaa. =)

so today, i guess im just gonna slack at home.
oh yahh, dad subcribed mio tv. WTH? waste moneyyy !
okaylahh the comp modemn works faster now.
but its unnecessary laa. i'll probably just watch astro at mio? pffft!!
im better off watching the hundreds of channels at the main tv at the living room :D
BUT. we got a free Xbox 360.
i used to be a gamer during my younger days.
but now, i just dont feel it anymore unless the game is very nice to play lah.
games like Sims or adventure games. or fighting2 game. lol !
but i personally just like to online during my free time laaa.
dah tak touch game consoles anymore.
but for the xbox 360, maybe i'll just buy 1 game and try it out anyway. pffft.
i dont knw about abang ilham. he's a gamer. siaoww guy!
i heard he's gonna buy Left4Dead 2 soon. The game was just released yesterday?
i saw the preview at youtube. i guess its kinda fun lah.
shoot shoot zombies ! LOL. efenddy confirm gonna buy. confirm.

okayy i think i shall stop here.
gonna offline for awhile.then grab some lunch and watch tv.
then at night play comp again! yeahh. thats life. HAHA.

TAKE CARE READERS! ;D
(i wonder who reads my blog anyway. haha!)

2009-11-14T00:40:00.000-08:00

HELLO READERS!
here i am agaaain ! hehehee.
i love updating my blog late at night/early in the morning?
cuz its just so peaceful lah. no one to disturb you.
or in my case, no one is looking at what u're typing at ur blog!
hahaa. kpo family... especially my mum. opppss!
mum i love u no matter what kayy ???! MUACKS MUACKS HUG HUG ! :D

anyways, today went to Temasek Poly for CCN day with azurabestie.
and i dont freaking know what that stands for !! HAHAHAH!
but its basically the whole student body, setting up stalls and selling stuff lahh.
or setting up game stalls. yadaaa yadaaaa.
i think they're collecting money for charity thing. not sure.
anyway anyway, oh my god so packed lah the place! LOL.
but the kecoh-ness very exciting ah no doubt. hohohohoooo.
and not forgetting the.... ermmmmm... uhhh.. guys. HAHAA. ^^v
k so walked around abit. walk walk walk. hahaa. no direction.
then sms cuzzin ayuni that im in tp. HAHA.
shock keper girl? terus call aku ehh? HAHA.
EH I NEVER WEAR PINK EH. U NEVER SAW ME! NO EH! JGN MCM2!
padahal gambar atas terang2 i wear pink -___-
hahaaaaaaaa...... but i saw her too lah.
im at the first floor and she's at the.. 2nd/3rd floor? LOL.
sempat kau nk stalk aku. mentang2 aku tgh kat business sch.
kau kat applied science. sebelah2 je ehh?? lol.
k da daaa. takmo ckp pasal kau :D

moving on... went to tampines mall with azurabestie to find riffy's pressie and i bought some hair accessories too. :D
then walk2. saw abang ilham with his friend!
then abang ilham said that the rest(my family) at food culture.
soooooo.. since me&azura da otw balek, i parted with her in between TM&CS.
sorry bestie never hantar you till tamp inter.
WELL U KNW ITS DAMN FAR ANYWAY! hahaaaa. i got blisters ah. =p
no seriously, my feet hurts -_-

anyway anyway, went to food culture.
met my family. eat the handmade seafood noodle. sedapp =)
then then abang ilham and friends joined in. not literally.
as in another table luhhh.
then got one friend ni. his name is Jazdin.
muke mcm Enrique Iglesias!! HAHA!! serious.
but his features are softer lah. gotta admit his cute.
HAHAA. as in CUTE like david archuleta cute tau! =D
then u know what, at home, abang ilham told me that Jazdin said that i looked pretty.
WAAAAAAHHH! hahaaa. k stop it sia.
i know its like not appropriate to blog bout this. but but.. cannot ah.
must let go ahhh. :D

k anyways, after eat. went to this shop luhh.
bought this really2 pretty dress. cost me $29. but mum kindly pay half of it. yay!
the dress is like prom2 material abit. eh. alah dowan talk bout prom luh -.-
then HOMED.

u know what? im starting to feel the boredomness of holidays.
WTH its just the 2nd day of the hols. family asked me to find a job.
hmmmmmm.. should i? or should i just enjoy the holiday?
just now played PS2. so old school eh? HAHAHA.
damn bored uhhh. urghhhhh.
nevermind nevermind. sunday sunday sunday!!! HEHEHEHEEHEH!! :D

okayy goodnight people! ^^v

ps. IM ADDICTED TO THE SONG : DOWN - JAYSEAN FEAT DUANE

2009-11-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

THIS SONG IS NOW IN MY HEAD! HAHAH!
I SO LIKE THIS SONG CAN? ^^
"AKUUUUUUUUUUU TK PERCAYA CINTAAAAA.." HAHAHAHAHA!!
so cute laaaaaa... =p

ANYWAYS, O'LEVELS... OVERRR !!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
IM SO HAPPYYYY !! :D
now can do whatever i want.
and time to catch up with my life.
i guess im gonna do some soul searching..
then gonna do some self upgrading..
gonna learn how to cook.
gonna run like hell.
gonna be a better Muslim.
gonna change to be a goodgirl.
gonna groove to music.
gonna sing like no one's business.
and to enjoy...
gonna go SHOPPING!!
gonna go out for outings&dates! =p
gonna stay up till late night!
gonna online for hours!
gonna pamper myself with......... hmmmmmm...? LOL.

alright2. i shall stop. oh my god.
i still cant believe o's are over. like so fast!!
i still can remember the times i sat for the first paper. HAHA.
and now. no more stress! yet.
i just hope i did okay for my olevels =x

okayy drop the topic lah kay?
OH YES! JUST NOW WATCHED " THIS IS IT " @ GV TAMP WITH GIRLFRIENDS!
Michael Jackson is so amazing lahh.
such a warm and soft spoken person. hahaa.
and he's actually kinda cute lah. his personality i mean. lol!
but its such a waste that he had to leave us.
much effort was putted into the concert. and now.
haizzzzzzz~ =(
the concert would have been THE BOMB i tell you.
i think i would pay hundreds for the tix.
okay maybe not. i dont have the money.
but if i were rich, i'd definitely pay hundreds for the tix.
its just so..... haizz.. cannot be described through words lah.

after the movie, went to buy FOX JACKET ! ;D
i like i like.. hahahaaaaaaaaaa. but got limited colours. so sad!
but i bought the light grey and purple one. hmmmmm. lol.
after that, me&naqi separated with azura&amirah!
me and naqi continued walking around the mall then went home.
azura and amirah went to changi airport to meet THE GUYS ;D
i didnt follow lah cuz.. wearing uniform mah. dont like.
sooooooooo.. then gonna meet them this sunday je lah kan? HEHEH.

till then yeahhhh. now im sleepy already.
and its only 2.14am. lol.
GOODNIGHT! :D

2009-11-06T00:58:00.000-08:00

hello lovely readers! :)
i just feel like updating my blog since i have the time. heheh!

ok so anyway, this whole week had my science , humanities and poa exams.
everything was okayy lahh.
but i think i screwed my physics abit. i dont know why. feel so fcuked up.
but on the brighter note, now left with f&n , malay and science 1 !
then its FREEDOM BEYBEHH! :D
can't wait for olevels to end lahh.
then i can do whatever i want !! hehehe.
im planning to find a job. got any recommendations? :)

anyway, abang hadi just came back from his holiday a few days ago.
yeah he went to sunway and KL with his friends.
he almost bought for me pink nike shoes but his money dabess. =(
hahaah! anw, abang had alot of fun. i so jealous.
i want to go holiday alsooo..
ibu !! nk gi holiday??
hahaahahaaaaaaaa...

alrighty, i guess i better sleep now.
goodnight people! =)

ps. love has faded away from my life. time to move on? :)

2009-10-29T13:20:00.000-07:00

AzuraBestie introduced me to this song and i fell in love with it from the first second! hahahahaa.
this song is so touching lorrrrr.. haizz. almost cried. chehh emotional eh! lol.

anyways, sorry for the lack of updates. busy with o's.
so ermm. monday, had english paper 1 and paper 2!
errrrr..... i think i did okay but mcm not satiesfied with paper 1. haiz. paper 2 was alright.
then tuesday, had maths 1. it was pretty easy i must say. but obviously some question mcm...... -_____-
left some blanks cuz i really didnt knw what to do!
nk sembarang buat pon tk tau ape nk tulis. HAHAHAHAH.
yesterday, had maths 2 paper.
ohh yahh, i was sick. urghh. fever and sore throat. damn.
sooooooo not the right time ehh.
brain cracking sehh doing the paper.
the paper was quite challenging uh but i think i did okay for it.
when i reached home, checked temp and it was 39.2 ! LOL LOL !
so anyways english and maths over !! YES !! hahahaa :D

next will be chemistry and social studies. -.-
never liked them. hahaa. my enemy ahh. chehh. hahaa.
shall go and study again later cuz i think my temperature has gone down :D
but still have sore throat. haizzz..
kay tkper. i can do this! heheheh!

k going off now.
take care poeple! :D

I ♥ JUSTIN BIEBER!
okayy random. hahah.
byebyeee !!

2009-10-22T18:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO BELOVED READERS! hahaa.
okay it has been a loooooong time since i've updated this blog eh?
sorry laahhh.. busy preparing for o's mahhhh..
speaking of which, had O'level Science Practical Exam today..
it was fine. not too easy not too hard lahh.
but my state of mind was abit haywire.
didnt understand the physics question at first and got panic.
FOR AWHILE AH. hahaaa. then i read2 again.. baru understand. yay me eh?
anyways, im soooooo glad science prac is overrrrr !!
but now comes the papers. argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
blom habes blajaaaaa!! hahaaaa.
klah. should be going off now.
till the next update! which should be around next friday? insyallah. :)

okayylahh. TAKE CARE! :D

2009-10-13T00:59:00.000-07:00

STILL YOUNGZ & NSA @ DRESSING ROOM

ME & ISKANDAR :D

ABANG HADI & ME @ TEMPAT MAKAN KAT JALAN KAYU

ME & IBU @ the auditorium

No comments -___-

STILL YOUNGZ & ME & BRO

Random snap.

From left: Efenddy , Iskandar , Ewin , Ed Hardy , Me and Ikhsan !

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WAZZUP GUYS!
i should be sleeping right now but i just dont wanna delay my post bout yesterday.
hahaha! okay anyway,
yesterday, 11 October 2009...
went to KONSERT GEGARAN LEBARAN SINGAPURA! :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTSSS ! i so excited lorr. but now sedeh ah cuz the day dah over. back to studying and o'levels. sigh. sigh. HAHA.
anyway, went to Republic Poly TRCC at around 5.30pm !
gedebak dedebuk , went into the auditorium then show starts at 6pm+
host is khairudin samsudin. HAHA. he very funny siaa. all of us was like kekek-ing and the audience also very gila2. made funny2 comments! but fun lah no doubt!
so anyways, Still Youngz was the opening act of the konsert lah.
HEHEHE. tk yah tunggu lama lama ... ^-^
then when he appeared right, mygawdd. only Allah & My mother knows how i felt.
HAHAA. yeah i was like orang tk betol. my mother saw. hahaa.
kept screaming softly to myself. haiyaaakks. K ANYWAY!
ask brother to record cuz i want to concentrate tengok Still Youngz :D
i lazy elaborate lah. dah malam . k i cut short.
after they performed, met Iskandar and Still Youngz outside the auditorium for awhile.
take pictures and talk2 with Is for awhile before going in back to see the rest of the konsert.
I'll rate this Konsert a 8/10 :D
semua band power2 lahh! especially Still Youngz, NSA & Klutz . i like i like.
after everything dah habes, mcm sedeh gitu. haha.
i miss rockstar already laaaaaahhh..

before heading home, ate at Jalan Kayu nyer tempat makan. idk the name.
sempat eh. pastu kan. tgh makan, felt vibration kat bag tau.
check check, rockstar message!! HAHA. happy giler!!
ahahaa. k stop it ehh. -__-
sooon , HOMED.

Today, i swear i very tired. after yesterday lorrr.. hahaa.
maths remedial tadi after school mcm nk tetido siaa.
abeh cikgu tanye maths question pon mcm.. sial ah tk masok otak.
kene marah plak .. haiyaaaaaa.. HAHA.
then, HOMED. aqilah was watching tv. alone .wow. mum sleeping.
then standard, die mintak bukak computer. -__-
i open for her. then i go bath then rest !

Iskandar msged soon. again. hahaa!
then now tgh online. he msned me. wah piang !
gerek per these few days. back to back ehh :D
so just now, was uploading pictures and stuff while chatting with him. :D
happy happy lah.
have u guys ever felt that a person just seems so special to you?
nice feeling. and i love it. HAHA.

kayyy. i better offline now. LOL.
dah 1.04am.
K GOODNIGHT! or good morning? haha.

TAKE CARE ! DAA ~

2009-10-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

*more pictures kat sufri nyer facebook album. HAHA :D

IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE THIS THING AYE? haha.
*wipes comp screen* eeeeeee. so dusty. CHEHH. mcm phm. -.-
ANYWAYS, friday was a short but great day!!
after recess, had this english workshop thing.
it was cool. one of the workshops that was actually quite relevant! :D
after school, head down to tamp kfc to meet aryna to study together!
THANK YOU ARYNA FOR TEACHING ME&AZURA CHEMISTRY! :D
have i told you that you're so smart? hahaaa!
after studying, me,azurabestie and aryna talked+laughed ALOT AH!
hahaaaa.. cakap situ habes situ ehhh?
its only between the 3 of us ehh? heheeeeee.
enjoyed myself yesterday. will meet u again after o's kay! *winkswinks* ;D

after that went to tamp inter to go back home.
then ade satu budak ni pops out from nowhere asking where's his gf.
like wth.
firstly, we werent hanging out with ur gf.
secondly, u dont have manners. kalau tgh marah tu maintain ah sikit ehh?
tak ckp hi. tk senyum. tk ckp bye. just walk off ?
irritating betul. and dont always jump to conclusions lah pls.
u dont need to be so sensitive can?
sikit2 jer marah. sikit2 jer merajok.
pls lahh. kalau nk kahwin dengan kawan aku, kau better sedar diri sikit ah. benci.

HAHAA. k after that, rushed home and siap mcm FLASH! xD
then went to AliffAziz's house to RAYAAAAA !! WOOOHH ! ~
dapat jumpe semua angels2 yg tersayang and of coz, the man himself!
hahaa.really enjoyed myself yesterday :D
and the food was awesome. i like i like =p
sent suriah&nadiah then kaliesa home since abg hadi drive. lol.
YESTERDAY, BEST!

TODAY, woke up with a question.
" smalam nurul karaoke kat rumah aliff eh? " -________-
aku tgh syiok2 tido, kluar question tk perlu sehh.
yer memang saya karaoke ibu. sungguh sumbang. HAHAA.
ibu ni kpo lah. sumer nyer nak tau. questions after questions.
then after that, had breakfast then talk2 with mum and abg hadi.
then teros siap2 nak kluaaarrrr..
kluar kul 3+ then study kat mac tamp.
i sat kat luar. yg tkde aircon. but got angin !! syiok i tell you ^^
azura came at 5+. then we went SHOPPING !!! HAHAAA.
best best best! i bought a hair band,a dress and a cardigan! :D
total money spent, $54 . -__________-
hilang gitu saje. sedehhh. chehhh! but its okay. nice u know!
after shopping, went to mac again to study!
well not me lah. azuzu yg study. i ate McChicken and Applepie =p
then suddenly some old man knocked hard on the glass door.
and everybody was like staring at him.
then he walked like some drunken fool, finding his way to the toilet.
and i saw him looked at the sign which shows the lady's toilet.
and he WENT IN OMG! -_- selengerr bacen. dah namakan org drunk lah katakan.
then this auntie keje macdonald panic semacam then ask the guy to go guys toilet.
hahaaaa. the whole situation was like freaky plus funny at the same time. wahliao.
anyways, soon after, got this part. which involves a guy.
HANDSOME GILER DOKKK ! hahaaa. and azurabestie saw my face expression after i saw the guy. priceless kan azura?
hahaa. sorry lah. abeh mcm shocked gitu nampak that guy kan? ^^
then soon after, when i turned around, coincidentally he was like. looking at ME. HAHAA. fuuyyoo.. mcm fate gituu kan?
then bestie goes " cheh eye contact ahh " -____-
hahaaa! but mcm cool gitu. padahal dier dudok quite far tau.

k stop it lah nurul. takmo excited sangat. dah. gi blaja.
chehhh ! mcm phm. after this im gonna sleep luh. penat ahh.
besok nanti muke mcm zombie plak kan.
ishhh! dahsyat tuhhh !
oh yes, otw home tadi, msg2 dgn iskandar rockstar tuh.
then now he msn me. ahahahaa!
talked about his Gegaran show besok kat republic TRCC.
opening act sehhh still youngz..... WOOTS! :D
confirm gempak kan? chehh wahh..
klah. see you guys tomorrow!

yayyay. besok! besok! ^^

GOODNIGHT!

2009-10-06T16:45:00.000-07:00

STILL YOUNGZ - LIVING ON A PRAYER

today, maths lesson, ms syarifah didnt come.
which means, free period! chehh no lah! hahaa.
anyway, showed amirah the video above through my ipod. got wireless ;D
and guess whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ...... ?!
SHE LOVE IT and kept singing the song till recess u know. hahaa.
she said she liked the lead singer. lead singer ajer eh? basket. -.-
hahahaaaa. nanti kalau ade drg nyer gig again, nak gi? after olevels eh?
but im attending their gig for the last time this sunday. already bought the tix.
wooohoooo ! can't wait to see them perform lahh. and iskandar! ~
sudah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tk jumpe ehh u? xD
yay! later on sunday can see u on stage maen guitar u. HAHA.
k stop it siaa.

so later i have tuition. haiyaaakkksss..
tonight gonna do maths homeworks also.
maths night tonight. -.-

LOL ! ~
okaylah. byebyee !
enjoy the rest of the day people!

2009-10-04T18:00:00.000-07:00

^^ I know the songs are quite long agoooo..
but i only find it nice last week. hahaa.
and now im putting it on my blogpost. wooohooo! hahaa.
anyway, dont judge a book by its cover.
apit can sing! although the song is mcm typical mat bawah block,
but i'll give it a thumbs up! :D
dont u guys agree with me? hahaahaaaaaa..

anyways, yesterday went jalan raya.
but only went to 3 houses cuz went out at 5pm+
lambat kan? hahaaaaa.
so yeahh. went to mum's friends house, wak jam & cik som's house.
i like going to wak jam's house. confirm will laugh laugh nyerr.
and wak jam and wak hassan tk perlu ehh!
mereka kata nk masok minang me with their son!
ya allah... sungguh malu tau tk?
naseb baek anak dia tkde kat rumah. kalau ada ehh.. tk tau ape nk react tau.
so yeahhh, after that, went to cik som's house.
first thing when i went into their house,
i saw this guy. and i was like. siape siakk dehni?!
then find out its their anak angkat. -.-
kept looking at me and sengeh2. eee geli tau tk? -.-
anyways, didnt talk to shafiq much lahh. nampaknyer die tgh concentrate tgk citer hindustan. hahaaaa. tk perlu ehh. actually all of us were watching lahh. quite funny lah the show! not the storyline tau, the trademark "special" effects and stunt dorang. hahaa. i already kekek one corner! xD
i think its called virasati oh what the title. ntahh.
then right.... haiyaaakkss.
cik som ask, " amirah dah pandai masak ke blom? dah boleh masuk meminang blom? "
HAHAHA.
2 consecutive comments. nvm. oh yes, cik som's kuihs sumer sedap2! HAHA.
soon, HOMED! :D

today, supposed to go to macpherson cc for hari raya celebration thingy.
sleeq,aliff aziz and taufik batisah ade. tix 15bucks.
but my parents tk kasi pergi!! -_-
fed up.
i know bestie feels like killing me right now.
i know i know. i cant go for today, but i can go for next sunday.
unfair. yes yes. all about him can. but for sleeq i have second thoughts?(not true)
but my mum&dad seriously tk kasi! u heard them through the phone right? -.-
IM SORRY BESTIE !! seriously =(

just now, abang hadi's friends came for raya.
kecoh. hahaaaa. and i got duit raya from one of his friends.
hahaaaaaaaa! yay!

ehh? tomorrow school. boooooo~

2009-10-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

HEYYAA !
sorry for the lack of updates people. been busy with alot of things.
basically school stuff la. hahaaa. im still not prepared for olevels. shit.
im taking a break now. its really a bummer to open the books on a friday night.
i love friday nights. my favourite time of the week ^^
actually, i just had my shower.
just now, went for night jogging around my neighbourhood.
and also used the exercise stations. so fun lah! :D
it has been long since i exercise.
suddenly i felt very enthusiastic to jog.
actually mum&dad&aqilah also accompanied me. but they didnt really jog.
they only walk abit. anyways, had a great work out! :D

today, went straight home after school..
as usual, after chatting with mum and playing with aqilah.
accidentally dozed off lahh. haiyaaa~
then wake up. then abang ilham's friends came!
well actually i thought its his ite friends. tk kenal. so like mcm tk nk layan.
so i stayed in my room the whole time!
bila dorang balik, tau tau, its his secondary school friends. wah piang!!
so sedeh gitu no one tell me its them lah. they're great bunch of people.
sad tk dapat meet them. partly my fault also lah. -_- but nevermind.
then kan! found out that abang ilham's friends(the guys), gossip about me!
abang hadi heard them. hahaa!
well basically they talked about me & one of their friend.
rahsia terbongkar! ni confirm abang ilham nyer kerja lah ni! hmmmph!
its a complicated situation ahh.
let me just tell ya guys the shell of the story k.

basically, my parents like one of abang's friend.
cuz he's quite close to us. somehow lahh.
that time slalu datang rumah jugak. okaylah he seems like a good guy.
and i dont know ah, that time dorang dtg rumah,
this guy asked abang ilham where am i? pffft!
and once this guy told abang ilham that one of my photo very sweet. dang -.-
got many many other stuff lah. tk kan nk bilang semua kan?

but im abit confused la. he's like.. very the mendak u know.
never talk to me. step shy konon.
i've had enough with shy guys. urghhh !
seriously mansss.. susah sangat ke nk talk?
senyum2 dah tk maen kay? HAHAHH !
ehh but i still wanna thank him for the lovely necklace he bought for my birthday ^^
okayy stop it sia. dah long ago. hahaaaa.

speaking of birthdays, i wanna wish my dad a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
his birthday falls on the 29th of september actually.
but now then i have time to update.
so that night, abang hadi bought pizzas! had a great feast. thx abg for the treat!
and dad, even though i might not show it, but i love u very very much.
sorry for my wrongdoings and i hope happiness will always be with yaa.

and to ema, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU !!
my sweet and adorable friend, its not a waste to have met you through KazD. cuzzin.
hahaaa. you can really make cute comments to make us laugh.
i miss you lahh ema ! outing again soon k! but after my o's ah. teehee ^^

alrights, i think i'll stop here. will update soon if i can find the time.
and to those whose taking nlevels this monday, GOOD LUCK ! :D
all the best aites? and special lucks to cuzzin shasha!
i know you can do it girl. just believe in yourself k?

muaaaaaahhhhh ! xoxo

2009-09-28T21:22:00.000-07:00

Stay my baby
Stay my baby
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Stay my baby

Summer love isn't meant to be
And it's only a fantasy
That's what everyone's tellin' me
Stay my baby
Even though it's a little rushed
Let me know that you'll keep in touch
If you don't it'll hurt too much
Stay my baby

Ohh-oh-oh-ohh
Tell me right now
Ohh-oh-oh-ohh
How it's goin' down

Everything'll be okay!
Everything'll be alright!
I know that it'll go my way
If you stay my baby
I'm never gonne give you up!
I'm never gonna have enough!
So now 'till forever
Stay my baby!

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
Now that I've gone back to school
All I do is think of you
Sittin' up here in my room
Goin' crazy
But then you call
Gets me through it all
Every time i here you say
Stay my baby

Everything'll be okay!
Everything'll be alright!
I know that it'll go my way
If you stay my baby
I'm never gonne give you up!
I'm never gonna have enough!
So now 'till forever
Stay my baby!

Stay my baby, stay my baby, stay my baby, stay my baby
Ohh-oh-oh-ohh
Tell me right now
Ohh-oh-oh-ohh
How it's goin' down
Everything'll be okay!
Everything'll be alright!
I know that it'll go my way
If you stay my baby
I'm never gonne give you up!
I'm never gonna have enough!
So now 'till forever
Stay my baby!

Stay my baby, stay my baby, stay my baby, stay my baby
Stay my baby!
I'm never gonne give you up!
I'm never gonna have enough!
So now 'till forever
Stay my baby!
Stay my baby...

*
yesterday, fall upon this song while watching nickelodeon! (i dont watch nick often)
so its like magic for me to cross upon this song cuz this song reminds me of....
i remembered that i met you during the holidays. summer love? hmmmm. eh no! not love. hahaaaa.. sorry sorry sorry.
but i think its fate that i meet a person like you.
you filled my life with much happiness. and i just wanna thank you for that.
wanna dedicate this song to you, good friend :)
ahhhhh.. i miss yesterday night. TEEHEE! he makes me smile ^^
we shall meet again soon ! maybe 11oct kan kan kan ? hahaaa~

2009-09-27T15:31:00.000-07:00

im tired. have been busy with hari raya stuff.
and this weekend didnt go jalan raya ! only went to relative's open house.
well thats quite fun lahh cuz dapat berborak dgn cuzzin ayuni. muahahaa.
but the rest of yesterday and today, spent half of my time helping mum at the kitchen. wah piang ! penat u know !
nk layan tetamu laen. haiyooo.. but at least got some duit raya lah.
sad part is, didnt get to study much. only on friday night. studied chemistry.
but im quite pissed cuz we didnt go jalan raya. so sad ah cuz i dont know if i can go jalan raya next 2 weeks cuz olevels coming mah.
so how? nk jalan raya next week or study? but i want get duit collection.
hahaahahaaaa.. okayy i dont know lahh.

actually theres tetamu right this minute. at the hall.
and here i am. blogging. hahaa!
tk betol. k lah. i stop here. nk layan tetamu. and i dont even know them.
hahaaaa.. okaylah. BYEBYE! :D

2009-09-24T21:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY NAQI !
sorry i didnt post this yesterday! didnt have the time lahh..
hmmm... i wanna keep my wish personal.
and naqi , i've said everything yesterday midnight right?
arent u touched? haahaaaaaaa... love ya always ;D

hmmmm... i dont know what im feeling right now.
im devastated by my prelims results cuz it sucks big time.
except for english. i improved.
but the rest, i degraded. =(
maybe im not well prepared lah but the thought that i failed big time!
its just too heart breaking.
but i know i should think positive and work harder.
like seriously have to study study study to the max.
i just need some motivation and determination.
come on nurul. few weeks till olevels!!

2009-09-22T18:14:00.000-07:00

hello people!
just a quick update yeah?

^^ Me & Amirah , The birthday girl !

^^ Alif Abdullah with his Birthday Cake. taken by me hor :D

actually im still lazy to upload all the recent pictures cuz theres like. TONS.
so... if u guys wanna see. then pls go my to facebook k?
already updated 3 albums.
1) Amirah's 16th Birthday!
2) Alyph's 20th Birthday!
3) Raya 2009!

happy looking people ! :D
for those who do not have my facebook, do add me if u want.
search for " Nurul Amirah Wakiono "
HAHA. i think theres only 1 account of that name. for sure. xD

and did u guys enjoy ur raya?
mine was okay. talked to cuzzins as usual. and ate alot. haiyaa.
im abit tired. slept throughout maths lesson today cuz ms syarifah didnt come.

after school, walked back home. as usual bestie azura accompanied until some point. lol! to be specific , at the overhead bridge at the end of bedok town park. LOL.
got a msg from kak yanti cuzzin.she asked me out cuz she's bored. haha.
but later i got tuition lah sayang. hahaa. next time k?
we all go out together with the other cuzzins ^^

hmmm. anyways, continued walking home indirectly with rockstar.
the genius of technology :D
so anyways, time tu die tgh masak. HAHA. tolong mak nyer ye die? =p
k not my point. he asked me whether i'll be attending his event.
ermm. i think its called " Gegaran Singapura Lebaran " ?
its at Republic Poly TRCC Theatre. 11 October.
the advertisement was aired at ria 89.7fm. but the tix quite ex ah to me.
then the date.not far from olevels. WAH PIANG. haiyaaaaaa. mcm maner ni eh.
maybe i cant go ahh. confirm my dad tk kasi. sungguh menyedihkan! -.-

^^ credit goes to StillYoungz's Blog.
from left: Efenddy, Ewin, Ikhsan, Iskandar, Hardy(i think?) = STILL YOUNGZ
okaylah. update ya guys soon. gotta get ready for tuition
DAAAAAA ~

2009-09-18T08:51:00.001-07:00

HELLO! i miss you guys. HAHA. im like talking to who sia? nevermind.
ANYWAYS, PRELIMS ARE OVER ! I have ALOT to talk about!
gosh im not sure how to start this post. but its gonna be a long one for sure.

17th September 2009!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY AMIRAH ! :D
Well, im not gonna say anything here since i already told everything during the midnight message and the outing. HAHA.
but just wanna say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DARLINGGGZZ ! stay pretty! ;D

so yesterday, went to Marina Square to celebrate Amirah sayang's birthday. ^-^
so ermm. met the peeps at eunos mrt. the guys were late -.-
upon reaching, rushed to city hall and head to marina square's foodcourt yg kat atas tu. kite duduk kat luar ! best ! ~
so yeahh. waited for amirah and surprised her! HAHA.
she didnt know we were here. so yeah. she was touched. awww ~
okay yesterday had tons of laughs lah! lazy elaborate lah cuz theres like too much!
kan korangs?
then we buka-ed ! i ate sweet&sour fish fried rice. actually yesterday i never fast. eherrmm2. ada reason horr.
as what idris said : ABC : Allah Bagi Cuti. HAHA. kekek siaaa !
oh and the orea cheesecake that hafsah,izzat and idris made was NICE!
i tell u, me and nana was enjoying everybit of our cake. xD
oh plus, our piece of cake was the prettiest. cun cun sia amirah potong. thx eh (:
anw, semalam ada 3 orang suapkan this babygirl(me) ! HEHE.
azurabestie and nana suapkan me cheesecake! tak tau knape? xD
idris suapkan me nasi ayam penyet ! fuyooo. i tell u, very the pedas! tk leh angsx.
oh and azura ALMOST choked on a toothpick. it was inside the cake? -.-
and then i said " ABC !! " " Allah Bagi Chance "
HAHAHAAA.. yahhh. panjaaaang umur my bestie ni. hahaa. Alhamdullilah.
okayy so took ALOT of pictures lah. like ALOT.
then went to esplanade area. yang tepi laut tu.
then walk walk till merlion. yesterday night's weather was best lah! haiz.
some of us had to go back early.
Me,Azura,Amirah,Izzat,Idris & Sufian continued our journey to Starbucks.
by the time it was like 9.30 ? i knw da lambat lah.
but we had a goood time just chilling around. soon we headed back home.
looooooooooong walk but it was fun.
OH YES. yesterday, i kept singing and singing. im not sure why.
kan azura kan? kiter jadi duo ! eherrm2! ;D
ermm. i wonder if i missed any stuff?
cuz seriously ALOT of awesome things happened. idk lahh.
soon, HOMED at around 11pm !

18th September 2009!
today was Science(phy/Chem) Paper 1. it was alright for the fact that i didnt study for it yesterday due to the awesome day yesterday! :D
oh and i gave Amirah's & Naqiyah's Birthday present today.
i gave both of them to choose a box which is of Purple & Blue colour.
so naqiyah chose the purple one and it was a bracelet which has butterfly charms.
and Amirah's reaction was like " EHH BUTTERFLY " !
then when she opened hers, she shouted " EHH SAMER " !
hahaa ! yahh it was the same present! HAHA. NICE BRACELET KAN KORANG? ^-^
i wish i could bought it for myself but it was too expensive -.-
September = My Bankrupt Month ! 3 September babies tauuu. heheh.

so anyways, skip skip skip.
Went to Alyph's Surprise Birthday Party !
Azura's dad sent us to the place. which is at Kallang KFC.
met many many Sleeqers and made new friends! haha!
so ermmm.. I HAD ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF FUN TODAY! the best! ;D
ohh yeahh, now i can talk to Alyph & Syarif macam my member gitu.
seriously lahh. dulu malu2 kucing. skarang ehh.. haizzz..
oh yes! ade story ! ade story !
Syarif & Alyph went to our table to talk to us lahh.
Then then,

Me: Alyph ! Your specs tkde lense eh ?
Alyph: A'ah takde! Your finger boleh go through the specs! :D * Use his fingers to go through the specs in a really funny way* HAHA.
then kite ketawa rabak lahh.
Me: Hahah. Cool lah sehh.
Alyph: You want to see and wear? ( i think he asked that )

Then secepatnyer azura ckp nak ehh !
Lain orang Alyph tanye, lain orang yang jawabkan.
Azuraaaaa ehhhh.... =P
OH AZURA OWE ME BIG TIME ! ;D

okay anyways, took videos , pictures and stuffs.
oh and the birthday brownie cake SEDAPP MAUUTZ LAH ! hahaa.
okay i lazy to elaborate lah on what happened. penat lahh.
BUT IT WAS JUST SO ... AWESOME. hahaaa.
I miss Alyph & Syarif & Sleeqers already !
arghh. it would be a long time till i will be meeting them again.
haizzz.. i want to concentrate on olevels now. not much time left. boo.

after everything was done, azura's dad fetched us.
but he sent me to Paya Lebar MRT cuz i had to meet my family at Geylang. THANK YOU! ^-^
K at geylang, sikit nyer panaaaass and crowded !
dah lah i wearing jacket ! tadi was raining okay -.-
oh yeahhhh, i became fashion adviser skejap for the guys. pfftt.
tu pon, dalam kereta kene kutok !
i lose my temper already sia. i had enough lah abangs?
can stop ur shit tak? i know lah i already f** lah kan?
tk perlu nk tambah tambah ah? suke per buat orang geram?
pastu terus i bad mood already. dont want to talk to them.
then abang hadi kept pestering me.

Abang Hadi: Eh colour ni lawa eh? Sepasang dengan nurul. Boleh couple couple ahh.
Me: Shuddup siaa. Abang Hadi jangan couple dengan nurul boleh tk? Slalu nk samer colour lah, ape lah. Stop it siaaaa.
Abang Hadi : Ape sehh..
Me: * buat muka marah *

you deserve it lah abang. Abang hadi then asked whether his baju raya was nice.
then i looked at him and closed the door. pfft. geram tau tk?
urghhhh. they made me hate them and hate MYSELF more.
okay i shall drop the topic cuz it has been some wonderful nights for the past 2 nights!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING ;D

* SHALL POST ALL THE VIDEOS + PICTURES + HARI RAYA PICTURES ON MONDAY ! *

2009-09-15T11:46:00.000-07:00

Hello World ! :D
finally i have the time to update this bloggie.
today only had Physics Prelim paper which ended at 9.15am !
reached home about 10.30am then decided to on the comp ! hehee!

anyways, last sunday, finally went to Geylang !
actually i didnt want to lah cuz monday got POA 2 prelim exam.
but then i havent bought my baju raya and sunday is the only time my mum said she's free. so me & mother bought ourselves baju raya!
black colour ! pffft. i want silver. or pink ^-^
who says black is a boring colour say yeahh !
YEAHHH ~ haahhaaa.
but its okay lahh. whole family wear black mahh ~
so that night(sunday night,monday morning) studied POA until sahur time.
pffttt. and went i came to school, my head felt super heavy!
tired okayy. the poa paper was okaylah. but forgot some stuffs.

never last minute study. hahaaa.
so today was physics as you all know.
YESTEDAY NIGHT AFTER BUKA:
ibu: nurul nanti tolong ibu habeskan buat kuih tart ni.
nurul: huhhhhhhhh ~ tak boleh lahh! besok ade physics prelims!
ibu: alah skejap jerr .. nanti ibu nk gi kerje..
nurul: * buat muka moncong *
bapak: takpelah. bapak buat ahh.
* few minutes after *
ibu: bapak buat kuih tak senonoh ahh!
bapak: bapak memang tk pandai buat kuih! kalau nk suroh bapak cat rumah boleh. buat kuih memang bapak tk boleh!
nurul: * looks at kuih * mangkok tk senonoh sia bapak buat! eeee.
ibu: nurul tolong ibu jap ahh. skejap je.
nurul: ah yelaaaarhhh...

IBU ! NURUL BUAT KUIH CANTIK KAN? TK MCM BAPAK. MUAHAHAH.
oh and guess what? aqilah ate many of the kuihs made by me.
waste my effort only letak inti kuih cun cun.

anyways,tomorrow is erm.. maths 1 and poa 1 ! -__-
good luck to me. hate maths.
ohh and good luck to all my friends for the remaining papers k !! :D
chehh shout out kaperrr.. haha!
alrights. should study soon. oh yah, tonight got maths tuition. alah malas nk kluar lahhhhhh... nk study at home! haha.

okay nevermind. what rockstar said was true. i like to complain. HAHA. opps!
alrighty , have a good day people! :D

DAAA ~

2009-09-12T22:08:00.000-07:00

heyyooo guys!
just a quick update kayz.
actually i just came back from break-fast at rasa-rasa thai restaurant with family.
excluding my two brothers. abg hadi buka at Hans River with friends.
urghhh. tk fair sungguh. abang ilham dunno go where? -.-
k anyways, walked to the shop cuz its like so near.
but me, mother and aqilah went there first to "chop" place.
father belom siap and belom sembahyang asar. so yah, left him. xD
upon reaching, saw KazD. cuzzin and his dear friend.
nana looks sweet to me. hahaa! eherrm2!
k so talked for awhile then they had to join their group.
then me and mother ordered food and drinks first while waiting for dad.
i ordered nasi goreng seafood ! :D
mother ordered nasi ayam.
for dad, bought for him mee goreng seafood.
soon after, BUKA ! woooohh ~
yadaaaa yadaaaaaaaaa ~
dad had to fetch nyai from wak yoh's house to wak ina's house.
then after eating, me & mother walked home.
but we rested for awhile at the fitness area&playground around our house.
the wind was great. the night air was fresh. the sky was clear! :)
had a really really great mother-daughter talk.
she really understands me well. i love her! heheh :D
basically we talked about guys and love lahh.
she also shared with me her anak dara days story.
and how she met my father and all those kind.
had a really great chat !
and mother likes to talk about him. eherm2.. tsk!
its like everyday want to ask how is he doing. -.-
dah tersangkok ke ibu ... ? or should i say, terjebak! pfft.
oh i remember something!
that time i told Iskandar that ibu always want to talk about him.
then he say " your mum dah terjebak dengan i.. " LOL.
mentang2 title lagu krg terjebak eh. xD
hahaa. nevermind. cute kan die ibu ?
haha. only my mum. and yes, ONLY my mum support me being friends with him.
so sedehhhh ~ chehh no lahh !
okay terside track jauhhhh ~

so yeahh, walked home. then at home, teringin plak nk makan ice-cream.
then went to the kitchen fridge and pulled out the ice cream tub.
MUAHAHAAAA..
so i scooped out the vanilla&strawberry flavour! my favourite !
i didnt eat the chocolate flavour. not in the mood for chocolate -.-
k anyways, poured honeystars on the ice cream. HAHA.
BEST ~ wish i could share this with all of you! yes you!
hahaaaa...

alrights. gotta off now. BYEBYE SWEETHEARTS!

2009-09-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

okayy now its like ermm.. 2.33am !
since both my brothers are out, im awake! :D
can use the comp till morning. no one complain ^-^
(except if my dad wakes up any moment. hope not)
ANYWAYS, yes the video is of a rock band called Still Youngz. Performing their original " Terjebak " ! i like ! hahaa.
oh the vid is recorded by me. sry if abit blur.. cuz the lighting tk maintain beb.
HAHA. anyways,
mcm budak giler gitu ehh dengar lagu rock pagi2. hahaa.
well thats not the main reason why i watch the vid lah.
eherrm2. those who know, will know!
especially bestie. confirm nyampah tgk post ni. hahaa!
k nevermind !
i miss watching them perform live. haiyaaaa.

but its okay, having rockstar now is enough lorr~
jangan salah sangka people. kite hanya kawan baik :)
now im layaning him at msn. tk perlu siaa conver.
skali aku lempang die. hahaaaaa. baru nk stop act cute die.
eeeeee. benci . hahaah!

alrights, i think i should go now.
nk tido skejap before sahur. woohoooo !
ciaoz !

2009-09-11T17:20:00.000-07:00

COOOOLIOSS ~ hahaha!
Me & Bestie Azura just came back from BugisJunction.
bought ourselves a pair of friendship ring!
Azura's one says " Best " & mine says " Friends " !
and that makes BEST FRIENDS. haha. awwwww.
oh yahhh. my finger and her finger are of the same size. ^-^
anyways,bought watches too. the pictures aint that clear.
but its damn nice in real life. really really.
its like pretty glamourous. the jewel very shiny lor. i like. HAHAH.

so anyways, after that,bought some stuffs. $33.50 BURNT.
haha. but its kinda worth it lah.
not gonna tell what i bought. secret secret. ;D
ok anyways, our journey is full of laughters lah as usual.
especially in the mrt otw home!
there was someone whistling to a very lame tune!
then 2 tudongs said " sape siol ? "
HAHA. then me and bestie looked at each other and burst out laughing!
as in... bulan bulan puasa. tudongs nk maki? HAHA.
never judge a book by its cover.
ok that was not the main joke,
the whistling goes for every 30seconds!
the tune was like damn lame but funny at the same time!
then me and bestie laughed like hell in the mrt !
but we managed to contained them, except that out stomach,heart,cheeks, throat were in pain trying to maintain our laughs!
haizzzzzz... and some more we dont know where it came from.
haha. it was priceless cuz me&bestie were the only one who were laughing.
haizz...great minds think alike.
i dont get why some people have a very low sense of humour. xD
oh but having too much humour is not good too!
suffering.. suffering.. laugh 24hours.
can go mental hospital. lol.

k why am i talking crap here? hahaaaaaa.
so basically , had a blast today with BESTIE AZURA! ^-^

before i went home, ibu kirim bawang putih.
so terpaksa beli kat kedai apek.
so now tengah maen comp for awhile! heheh! :D

gonna off soon and bath!
then cant wait for BUKA !
teeeeeheeeeee ~

2009-09-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

okayy. second post of the day! lol!
actually i just wanna talk about kuih raya !
just now helped my mum baked suji. simple simple kuih only.
chicken mac doodle lah. HAHA. confident ehh !
and just now after buka, tasted the suji ahh.
thankfully, it turned out great. but its abit crunchy.
which me&brother like lah! hohohooo.. saper yg suke soft suji, may not favour this one.
but oh wellllllll... so just now didnt study cuz help mum buat kuih. -.-
always like this tau, asalkan nk blaja, ade jer benda laen nk buat. HAHA.
bad habit bad habit.
im feeling kinda happy tonight. im not sure why.
but its good lorrr.. no more depression. HAHA.
back to my old cheerful me. ^-^

hohohohoooooooooooo ~
raya nak dekat...

BYEBYE! :D

2009-09-10T13:34:00.000-07:00

^^ I found this old photo in my friendster account. HAHA.
I look like some chinese opera actress. xD

*sigh*
already thursday??!
how time flies -.-
next week prelim starts again . alamakkk ~
after prelim then ade ape? hmmmmmm...
hahaaa. step pikir eh? -.-
ah yer yerr.. o levels.
talk to self: ehh budak. gi blajar skarang la. takmo melekat kat comp ajer!
nurul to self: ah yer yerr ~ nk blaja ah ni.

HAHA. k nevermind.
today after sahur, didnt go back to sleep.
didnt have the mood to sleep. although im tired.
but nevermind. stayed up till the day breaks.
then sleep back till 10am+ when aqilah disturb me -.-
tk habes habes disturb. curik hp lah. curik ipod lah.
then need to wake up and entertain her b4 she destroys my property. xD

today.. shall study my poa . or physics? hmmmm.
i dont like studying for poa. i just dont like. haaa.
believe it or not, i rather study physics. ^-^
k this post shall be a short one.
brother want to use the comp now.
tomorrow must go back school. haiyaaaa..

alrights. BYEBYE! :D

2009-09-08T14:58:00.000-07:00

i just feel like expressing my feelings here.
sorry people. dont continue reading this if u dont want to.

urghh. why do u have to appear in my life?
i prefer to have not met u at that stupid gig!
why do u have to be so perfect?
okay so the next few months after we met was pure blissful i have to say.
u made me feel like nothing i have ever felt before.
no guy pamper me like the way you do.
i admit, i love u then. and im still loving u now.
but i have thought carefully, and i think i should end this shit.
and why am i doing this?
because i can't bear the pain and suffering.
not when my olevels are nearing!
you might not feel at the wrong, cuz u think u're some big superstar??
i made a BIG mistake of giving u a second chance.
where are you now? its not fair to me ok?
you poured all the love to me,
and now u disappeared just like that?
busy shooting stuff? busy jamming? busy recording? busy working?
ok maybe im over reacting.
but cant u just send me a simple msg just like u used too?
u used to msg me DURING UR WORKTIME. now what?
or maybe theres a new girl that pops into ur life?

damn im so stressed out.
you are not worth my tears.
i hate that i love you too much.

i hate you.

2009-09-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
* BREATHS *
ahhhhhh.... nice fresh rainy air. hahaaa.
hmm. im suppose to be at johor/ayer hitam today.
but no tomorrow i have school. will be pretty tired then.
sorry ayuuuniii !! tk dapat lah kite nk berborak-borak kan? haha.

anyways, shall update bout what i did these few days.
actually theres nothing much lah.
yesterday, couldnt follow azurabestie to gempak@woodlands ?
yeahh our babies performed yesterday. rif and lyph. haha.
but ITS OKAY. hahaaa.
i had to go to kenduri tahlil at paman's house @ bukit batok.
after the tahlil ended,buka and had great fun with cuzzins lah. talked & laughed.
then ibu always ask kassim about him. haha. wth?
see i told you kassim & kak siti, ibu is more excited than me! xD

ok anyways, i think the weather is nice now.
so cold. the drizzle also gives a calm feeling ya knowww.
nice nice nice ~ can i like go to east coast now and listen to music while daydreaming? hahaaaa ~
alrighty, today shall do something productive. but im nt sure what.
probably gonna go POA homework since tmr got extra class. pfft.

k shall stop here then.
good day people! ciao!

* love at first sight. yupp love is blind *

2009-09-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS ! :D
i know i shouldnt be here right now. but im just gonna online for awhile..
then... must go study geography and chemistry for tomorrow's prelims! ^-^
wahhh action happy eh nk kene blaja. haha. no lah.
this is what u can say , positive attitude! :D
im gonna change for the better. insyallah.
see azura?! im gonna get focussed for this 2 months! wooohh! ~

k anyways, taken my english 1&2 , social studies and maths 2 prelims!
english was okay. social studies as usual, not enough time. maths no comments. HAHA.
anyways, why they dont want to extend the timing for social studies?
obviously the time given was NOT enough seriously.
everybody chiong SEQ sia. confirm only left about 20 mins or less for SEQ. haha.
nevermind lahhh ehh.. must learn how to think & write faster. xD
*my hand cramp during the exam. write like hell*

these few days was fine for me.
sings : "semuanya cun saja... "
okayy tk perlu ! xD
stop it ehh nurul. hmmmm.. im lacking of sleep -.-
ok that information tk perlu eh.

hmmm... he has been contacting me these few days. happy ! :D
hahah. i guess he doesnt want me to merajok again. =p
awwwww.. sweet lah. so thoughtful.
cheyhhh macam paham.

okaylah. gotta go guys!
TAKE CARE ! :D

2009-08-31T21:38:00.000-07:00

Alyph - I Used To Live In The Dark
( go to my music box on the right side of the page. second track. nice melody ) ^-^

I used to live in the dark, girl
In a faraway land,
And the place just gets darker and darker,
You tried, you tried to go in and help me,
But the more you went in it got harder to set yourself free,
And i stayed, where i was at,
took that time to look back,

But you, you know my ways,
And all you had to do was wait for today

When i find my light,
I used to live in the dark,
But i found my light,
Now i can see in the dark

So i'm on a journey, but the roads goin down,
so if you are with me, with me
You need to know it sucks to be falling,
But that's after you've crossed the line,
So the race yeah you won it,
We used to live in the dark, girl
Both you and i,
But you made it out and baby i stayed inside,

But you, you know my ways,
And all you had to do is
wait for today

When i find my light,
I used to live in the dark,
But i found my light,
Now i can see in the dark

I should call you my hero,
I should call you my love,
I should call you the one
i'm living this life for,
But now i can see you,
Coz it's gettin brighter,
I think that i am just gonna stay right here,

Stay right here..

****************************************************************************************

i don't know why i put up those lyrics. hahaa.

ANYWAYS!

yesterday i buka-ed at nenek's house.
finally get to meet ayuni cuzzin!
had a good talk & laughed like crazy as usual..
so yesterday i didnt study. prelims in 2 days. -.-

so anyways, today was teachers day!
ermmm. had Skipathon for aces. whatever. HAHA.
skip skip.
hurried back to class and had a brief planning to surprise ms syarifah!
hahaaaa..
sooon ms syarifah came in.
as her eyes were covered with tie by hui yim,
she cant see lah. so we like " boo2 " her.
idk whats the point ah. to make her scared i think.
but its actually nothing lah ! HAHA.
then when the tie was removed,
we sang her teachers day song and make noises like crazy animals. lol!
after that sang a special song composed by the class committee?
the song very funny lahh !! xD
and the tune is the nobody wondergirls song. hahaa.
have yet to get the lyrics from jojo. haizz. priceless man.

so anyways, ms syarifah was touched as this was the first time a class sang for her for teachers day in 7 years of teaching in damai. nyehah!
so yeahh. its a nice feeling when u see ur teacher happy. aye ? :D
after that people gave presents and stuff.
then she made her very inspirational "speech". haha.
i think she's a very wise person. i look up to her. good role model. at times. LOL.

so yeahh, went to the hall for teachers day concert.
hmmmm... ?? quite boring lah. only some performances gerek. :)
saw many many many ex-damaians. hahaaaa.
banyak semakin cute! =p
k tk perlu !! stop it sia nurul. wth.

HAHA. k bye lahh. gonna study later. :)

2009-08-28T23:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS ! :)
im so happy the weekends are here again to meet me. haha!
i just love the feeling that theres no school tomorrow. ^-^

anyways, today right, i WALKED to school. haha.
did i mention that my school is like soooo far away from my house?
tapi saya sanggop pasal tadi pagi cuaca dingin! best best!
pastu dengar my music. combo lah ehh.
reached school and my hair messy cuz of the constant wind blowing in my face.
nyehahah !
so today, lessons was okayy.
i got 21.5/35 for physics test. okaylah. not bad la cuz mr sng said 60% of the class fail.
but to me stil not good lahh ! must work harder nurul! :D
recess time, did my maths homework since smalam tertido cepat. haiyaks.
olevel paper 2 2008 quite susah. but the paper 1 easy.
wonder whats up for us this year. tskk !

after school, wanna top up my ez link.
from damai sec, walked to bedok interchange. HAHA !!
tak habes-habes walk eh? pffftt.
eh but this journey was longer u know !! o.o
nk katakan penat tu, okaylah.
somehow i feel that my body can now tahan with walking long distances.
provided tengah puasa! hahaa.
i think i can survive walking through sahara dessert now. chehh mcm paham! -.-

hmmmm... actually i just came back home.
*time check* 11.39pm. HAHA. lambat perrss.
went to buka at rasa-rasa thai restaurant near my house and it costed us $100 !
can die sia tengok bill. tapi tkperlah. bapak baru gaji ! nyehehee.. ^-^
after that went to Tampines Giant and met bibik sabah,paman & zuhaili ! lol!
adek zuhaili so cute lah ~ tu budak kecik suke smile at me. HAHA. xD
eherrmmm anyways, bought my facial stuffs and body lotion ! finally.
i've been waiting cuz my face is really getting on nerves. -.-
and my skin getting drier nowadays. double -.-
hope the body lotion can help with my dry skin. not mentioning that its getting darker!
saya stress tau nak pikir pasal ni sumerr? chehh! xD
tak lah. i more stress bout my prelims & olevels actually.
tomorrow must study !

TATA PEOPLE !
happy sahuring laterrrr ! :)
now im entertaining iskandar! hahaa. wheeeeeeeee !
budak ni kan, have a great life tau.
i jealous. nk switch life dgn dier lah pls. k tk perlu!
sayang sama dia.
BYEBYE!

ps. i wanna go baybeats !!
and guess what?
friday(tonight) got west grand boulevard and I DONT KNOW?! now must miss it.
i dont know how many times miss west grand's performances -.-
saturday's & sunday's band tk kenal.

2009-08-26T16:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY KASEH !
semoga kaseh berjaya dalam hidop yerr?
takmo sedeh2 selalu tau. must live life to the fullest! ^-^
heheh. have a very happy birthday ahead :)
stay pretty k dear ! *winkwink*

alrights, so today was a pretty normal day lahh.
laugh here laugh there.
physics test was... hmmmmm.. idk what to say. hahaa!
oh yahh, yesterday skipped my maths tuition.
today mcm regret gitu pasal my tuition mahal gilerr beb !
haiyaaakkkkss. yesterday mcm penat la nk gi.
so at home, i studied for physics! but then today's test tk tau lah kalau boleh pass.
nyehahaaaa.. hmmm..
tomorrow got F&N test but im not sure what to study. lol? xD

nevermind, skarang saya mahu relek2 dahulu. probably after buka baru blaja. ^-^
tataaaa people!

xoxo !

* kau buat aku katakan ' i love you ' *

2009-08-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

because of you, i'll sleep well tonight.
thank u. and goodnight! ♥

2009-08-24T16:26:00.000-07:00

YAY ! kite da habes f&n coursework ! ^-^
mcm finally gitu loh. hahaaa.
time to start my revision !!

anyways, today is first day of puasa in school.
mygawwwd i talk alot today. HAHA. its suppose to be the other way round.
ni lahh. dudok sebelah bestie! tk boleh stop ketawa.
mentang2 budak tu tak.......... k tkper. aku tk nk reveal. eh azura?! xD
lagi satu plak, mat irritating!
asyik2 jerr nk kene kan orang! haha. but best ah gadoh dengan budak ni.
although mcm never ending, haiyaaa. tkperlah. ku maafkan.
so, perbualan kiter terpaksa ditunda kerna kamu mahu gi blaja..
hahahaa. idris idris... stop it siaaaa ! takmo batalkan puasa aku bleh tk? LOL.

so yeahh, today had a really fun day. :D
I LOVE MY FRIENDS WHO MADE MY DAY ! *winkwink* ;D

MUACKKKKSSS !! xoxo

TAKE CARE. BYEBYE!

Me, OUT!!!! ^-^

2009-08-23T20:43:00.000-07:00

hari ni kite buka ketam masak cili padi !
teehee ! suke ! suke ! ^-^
okayy. im off now. just a short post.

*ihave been missing out on the sembahyang jemaah-s this two days with family.
damn. damn. damn. damn.
im sorry. i dont know what came over me.
can't believe i priorities f&n coursework than beribadah.
im such a bad hamba. pls forgive me, Allah.
tomorrow,after sahur. i promise.

2009-08-23T14:49:00.000-07:00

im glad we had the talk yesterday night.
now everything's clear to me.
thanks for everything you've given me.
and now, lets just hold on and never leave each other.
k rockstar? u mean alot to me :)

2009-08-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH THIS ! VERY FUNNY ! TK LEH ANGXZX :D
hahaaaa..

anyways, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN SEMUANYA !
heheee. yay dah puasa ! ^-^
best lah bangon pagi2 sahur ... hehe.
brings back childhood memories. always.
haha. mcm phm best bangon sahur eh?
first day jerr, nanti da lamer2 liat nk bangon. hehe!

hmmmm ... okay first day puasa today.
feeling excited. idk why. hahaa.
im not sure if i'll be going out today. probably? :D
then buka kat luar ! woohh ! haha.

alrights, will update later k.
byebye! muackksss !

2009-08-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

stupid B3. dang it ~

tomorrow's english olevel oral. gaspp !

2009-08-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

hello readers!
so im just gonna update briefly. hahaa.

went to esplanade concourse with bestie azura on saturday!! :D
it was for the Local Motion: Sleeq ! ^-^
had a great day/night lah !!
rif & lyph so funny lah as usual.
and and. enjoyed their special attention during the performance!
* nudge nudge bestie * bestie takmo jealous !!! =p
also made alot alot alot of new friends! WOOH! best!

after the event at esplanade, went to geylang for the light up event thingy.
only concentrated on sleeq's performance and suci's actor&actress appearance.
lol. and people dont be jealous.
cuz me & bestie had a CLEAR view of Rizky & Dinda ! :D
they were only 1m away from us went they walked pass with all the securities.
nyehahahaaaaa.. best lah. handsome & lawa noh dorang.

then on sunday, went to bussorah street and watched FMA at Hajjah Esah Cafe :D
after that me & family go jalan2 :)
eat at east coast and saw someone very familiar. haha!
keep looking at him ! xD
then suddenly my mind snap and i now i know who's him.
HAHA. kept giggling at the way he promote his satay lorrr ~
but gerek lahh. best tgk dorang semangat ^-^
anyways, bought satay from haron nyer stall. i think thats the name.
sedap sedap sedap! hahaa.
then homed ~

today, masok class ajerr,
budak irritating, Idris bebual jepun ! -.-
k i cut my hair. mcm doll. hahaaa !
manyak-manyak orang panggil kiter cute & doll nohhh ~
happy happy ! hahaaaaaaa.
but the bangs ah. i tell u, hard to manage -.-
k nevermind. omg i havent do maths homework..
nyehahaaaa..
okaylahh. i'll stop here .
BYEBYE!

2009-08-14T19:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS! :)
today felt really tired.
went home late yesterday from singapore expo!
Mega Raya Sale ! haha.

went there with bestie and family.
bstie free ride again. hahaha !

okayy reached there soon lahh. around 7.45pm.
dam dam dam dam dam dam...
enjoyed SleeQ's & Aliff Aziz's Performance! ^-^
stuffs that happened today , i think i shall keep it personal.
hahaa. ehh bestie?!!
its only between u , me and THEM ! * kening naik2 *
NYEHEHEH! :D

oh yes. met kaseh yesterday.
approached her and talk2 a little bit. haha!
like soooo random lah. sorry kaseh eh! xD
anyways, will link u up soon dear! :)

ahhhhh !
had much FUN yesterday ! ;D

today. got to wear dressdown tee to school!
hmmm.. pretty comfortable lah. not bad eh.
oh yeah,got our maths test on vectors back!
i got 16/25 . hahahaa. yay i pass. xD

recess, ate nasi tomato. HAHA.
sounds disgusting huh? but nice hor! =p
after recess, chemistry pre prelim.
hmmmm... okaylah. the paper not that hard.
but i didnt study. HAHA.
after one sleepy hour, mr ahmad went through the paper together with the whole cohord of the graduating classes.
sat beside bestie and idris !
bestie gerek! idris irritating !
urgh. ade ke die patot panggil aku minah?!!
abehh tu tkper, salahkan budak ite plakk!
tk semestinye aku ade kawan ITE aku jadi perangai kan?!
i know la sometimes i say " sia/sial/siak "
but so? im still good inside taus! haha!
tengok ah saperr orang dulu eh.
geram lahhh ! iskk !
abehh pastu nk step pujok plakk lepas tu.
nyampah akuuu ! hahaaaa.

but had a great time lah just now.
idris kept asking mr sng whether his answers are correct.
haha. dah salah tu salah lah eh budakk ! =p

after school, went for TB injection again.
PAIN! mygawddd. the bump is getting bigger.
-.-

alright. i better go now!
TAKE CARE PEOPLE! :D

2009-08-10T16:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !! :D
ok i should post this yesterday but no time lah. haha.

anyways, yesterday went out with family.
was suppose to meet relatives at barrage to see fireworks !
but the road to barrage already closed. haiyerrrr.. -.-
then me&family went to eat instead. blablablaaaa ~
went to buy swensens ice-cream cake for motherr.
straightaway went home after that to put the cake in the fridge.
waited till midnight and then... 10 August !! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU! hahaa. love u love u love ! xoxo
went out again and fetched abang ilham from work.
then head to changi village to buy drinks and stuff.
then went to changi beach !! and theres alot of ppl there. haha.
k whatever. cut birthday cake and sang happy birthday song! :D
and the best part is when we got to eat the ice-cream cake! wooohh ! best! =p
yadaaaaaaaaaa yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
homed! :D

I also wanna thank AzuraBestie & IskandarRockstar for wishing my mum Happy Birthday. lol!

today not going out. need to study for pre-prelim.
and yet im blogging right now. HAHA. k lahh.
byebyeee !

2009-08-07T03:13:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo !!
i dont know why im so excited in the morning.
which is ermmm... 3.13am ! haha.

but the truth is, im very tired and lazy right now.
im just gonna get this done and over with. ( updating blog ) lol!
actually i forgot to add some major stuffs to the previous posts.

wednesday, bestie went to my house after school ! :D
it was damn fun lahh as usual !!!
laugh like hell 24/7 !
and guess what? mum said she can hear us laugh like crazy people from next door.
pfffttt ! must be hard to live with us if me&bestie were twins. xD
1 minute and there will be some screeching sounds of laughter. lol!
but seriously, i dont think i can live with bestie.
boleh pergi mental hospital sia. ketawa ketawa.. hahaaa.
oh yahh! bestie azura blanja me hello panda in exchange for something which i shall not tell it here lahh.. lol.. personal2.

thursday!!
P.E LESSON WAS DAMN FUN LARHH !
we had to create our own games lah.
then john asked me,azura,naqi and arina to join their group.
so we agreed lah. so we played captain's ball but change it to frisbee.
my team was me,azura,john,robin and yong peng.
the other team consists of naqi,arina,chia chern,shawn woo and jefferson.
so uneven lahh ehh ! we lost to them 2-5 ! haha.
but it was really fun lahh!!! like the most fun pe lesson ever! xD
kept screaming and "urghing" !
so many funny incidents. and damn jeff was blocking frisbees all the way.
which prevents us from scoring obviously! lol!
ok i'll be saying this for the last time....
" PE WAS HELL OF A FUN ! " :D

after pe was f&n. okay test. easy.
then Mother Tongue, watched Histeria !!
i watched already lah so was not scared because of the " boohs "
and like , it was the guys who screamed -.-
especially idris and taufiq!
pastu dua2 pelok bag plak tuu.. astaghfirullahalazim..
it was a funny scene..
then Cikgu Noh paused at the very very interesting part. eh naqi?! xD
but nevermind lah.

after school.
walked home with bestie. showed her my "route" home. hahaa.
and bestie accidentally splatted bandung on my uniform!! -.-
i dont know how it happened serious. it was too sudden. HAHA.
reached my house like a few centuries later. cuz our walking rate was slow. HAHA.
but it was fun lah. everytime fun lah eh with bestie.
i dont know how many time i used that word. xD

today, NDP celebration 2009. "WOOPIE"
k nevermind. tk perlu eh sarcasm.
the singing was okay. actually i almost cried thinking of my primary school days.
haizzz.. miss damai pri. eh azura,idris ? :D

after school , went to eat & hang out with bestie,amirah,naqi,arina,nana,hafsah,raikha and aliyah.
me&bestie went to bubbletea shop first then meet them back.
it was okayy lahh. listened to music and emo-ed.
did some fun talks then homed with bestie again!
bought maltesers!!!!!! :D

homed. accidentally dozed off.
woke up. bathed. went out. shopped. eat. chilled @ changi beach.

hehee. kk my post is getting so lengthy.
thanks for those who read until here eh. HAHA.

oh yes. HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SHASHA CUZZIN! ;D
k i'll keep my bday wish personal. check ya phone. haha.
LOVE U ALWAYS! :)

k byeee !

2009-08-06T21:58:00.000-07:00

i didnt realise that i forgot to post the picture above me in the previous post until bestie told me.
HAHA. so yeahh thats syarif. asked him to pose for me during the album launch.
rif cheeky ehhhh?? hahaa. tk perlu. but CUTE (: *winkwink*

so anyways!
the week has been okay but always felt sleepy.
yesterday was chemistry test. it was okay. idk. haha.
today got F&N and Geography test.
F&N test quite easy lah as usual. can pass.
Geography was doable. the test was quite easy. but idk if the points that i wrote was relevant. haha. i didnt study for it. xD
then POA got surprise test! -.- basket sia cikgu.
but its okay lah. quite simple. but i made some mistakes. haiyerrr.

EH! i havent do CME journal. not planning to do though.
cant possibly complete 7 entries in 1 night kan? gilerr.
haizzz.. kene marah pon kene marah lah eh nurul. ape nk buat.
hmmmm... next week shall be a very busy week.
f&n coursework , pre-prelim exams. so many things to study.
and i'll be celebrating mum's birthday during the weekends.
how eh ? i'll call my manager to do my time scedule later.
cehhh mcm paham jekk ! step artist plak kat sini..
"menyampah aku" NUDGE NUDGE BESTIE! haha.

alrights. i think berok , eh i mean bro nk use the comp. haha.

k bye ! :D

2009-08-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS! :D
finally i have the time to update this bloggy.
haiz.. i have so many things to talk about !! arghh.. hahaa.
anyways, last saturday,
me & family went to VivoCity cuz mum wanted to buy Bonia bag so badly @ Tangs. -.-
so expensive lah okay. mummy waste money ajerr. ahahaaa.
not like me eh. i only bought a $17.90 shades! reasonable price for some damn gorgeous thangg ~
then my family say my face looks "kerek" when i wear those shades. HAHA. mcm phm..
anyways, as i was saying lah kan. went to vivo jalan2 and eat.
after that, at night, went to Henderson Waves !! LIKE FINALLY :D
damn that place is nice lah at night. can baring at the papan & sleep.
hahaaa. the air was so cool. i like :D
and got this group of teenagers playing with somekind of light sticks thingy.
so cool to watch them swing the light sticks around.. hahaa.
oh yes yes, iskandar was suppose to follow us go jalan2 but he work !
so sad ahh. next time next time! henderson waves a must go together hor ! xD
reached home at about 12+ i think.

next day, which is a sunday, which is yesterday, LOL.
went to SleeQ ClassiQ's Album Launch !!!!! WOOHHH ~ :D
abang hadi sent me&bestie to taman warisan.
THEN RIGHT.

abang hadi: eh syarif ah!
nurul: huh? serious perr. * looks outside the window *
nurul: eh siokk ahh! azura !!! syarif !!

* syarif looks inside the car with the " mcm kenal jek budak ni " face !! * < CUTE BTW EH
and he was like BENDING DOWN HIS BODY TO PEEK INTO CAR. DOUBLE CUTE! hehehehe!!!

AND I WAS WEARING SHADES SIA ! he can't have x-ray vision right? haha.
but OH WELL ! hahaa.
THEN SYARIF SMILE AT ME !! :D awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~ sweet ahh ehhh..
then syarif smile at bestie pon cuz bestie sitting behind.
then he went into the car with his friend and he drove of. cehh ade license seh.

haizzzzz... such memories i wouldnt forget forever and forever. CEHH !
haha. kk maintain nurul maintain.

ANYWAYS, me&bestie the first 2 people to arrive -.-
i think syarif pon mcm .... " eh siol ah budak ni datang cepat perrs. "
HAHA. manyakk nyer paiseyhh..
so we went around arab street. then eat ice-cream. then went back to taman warisan.
went to the toilet and took lotsaa pictures. :D
went to the Istana Hall , to wait for the event to start ah. we're still early though.
naseb baik tu hall ade air-con eh. nyehehehehe.
many many many funny things happen lurhh. but lazy to elaborate.

SOON . the album launch starts ! LIKE FINALLY!
haiyahhh.. where to start ehh ?
lets just say that the event was AWESOME & HILARIOUS.
Syarif & Alyph was obviously very cute. HAHA.
yadaaaaaa yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. lazy elaborate.
after the thing end, got to eat some cakes & kuihs. SEDAP GILER. (:
met syarif&alyph and took pictures and all that.
after that, send zuzu home and picked abg ilham.
whole family then went to changi beach(once again) then to simei banquet to eat.
hahaaaa. end of the awesome day. HOMED.

today, SERIOUSLY BORING.
lessons was monotonous. for me lahh. i think i didnt get enuf sleep!
but i had a great weekend. no doubt. EH BESTIE?! :D
so today didnt really study that much luhhh. idk lah.
k i shall stop blabbing.
i've uploaded some of the videos on YOUTUBE.
pls search : NurulCherrydoll
go watch the videos. rate and comment ! thank you! :D

2009-08-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

Good Morning People !! :D
now its like ermmms... 2.47am in the morning !
just came back from simpang bedok & changi beach actually. o.o
decided to update bloggie for awhile ~

okay so wanna give a shoutout to dearest classmate, Rafidah !
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !! hehe. sorry for updating this today. it sud be yesterday, i know.
hahaa. anyways, im sorry if i did anything wrong to you. seriously, i didnt mean to.
and have a very happy sweet sixteen aites?
stay sweet always :D

HEHEH :D
i feel so happy today.
after school, last minute plan. eherrmmm2.*nudge nudge bestie* , when to bestie's house!
watch tons of sleeq videos and other videos. HAHA.
its always fun when u're watching vids with ur love ones. awwww.. HAHA.
but seriously ahh, just now was hell of a fun time. ehh bestie? :D

went home. walking far distance. again. HAHA.
somehow i like walking home. but i hate the pespiring part. tk best.
thats why i always walk home on thursday, cuz have PE , and on friday cuz its the last day!
hahahaa. so yeahhh. got home and bath and all that.

after maghrib, went to simpang bedok to eat !
i ate fish and chips ! yum yum! sedapp lahh. haiz. mcm mane nk lose weight gini?
and and , the ice milo so sedap lah. im a fan of simpang. HAHA. random.
but i went to simpang like only around 10 times in my life. LOL.
aperr nyerr fan eh? xD

after eating, went to Changi Beach to chill with family.
as usual, dad was behaving like small kid and mum kept asking bout someone. haha!
tkperlahh ehh.. terpakse layankan. -.-
yadaaa yadaaaaaa... went home ! :D

washed up and here i am ! hahaaa.
im going to bed soon. nanti ade org tu marah. ehermm2.
anyways! i very happy lah. just chatted with someone.
*sigh* best lahh u. why do i have to meet u b4 olevels? -.-
kan nanti tkleh concentrate. HAHA. mcm phm.

no lahh.. i knw olevels very important. must study hard! :D

alrightie,
GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS!

xoxo

ps. maths & poa test was okay.. so glad thats over.

2009-07-29T19:15:00.000-07:00

♥ Love is like magic.But sometimes,magic can just be an illusion.♥

SleeQ taught me lots bout magic potions.
in this case, magic stands for love.
I feel that i've found the most amazing person to waste time with.
baby, u just know how to make me smile.
my heart flutters when u're with me.
i love how u talk it out. the lovely messages u sent.
i just love how u're being .. you.
but once again, magic can just be an illusion.

yes i believe im just living in this world of fantasy.
i love u. but do u really feel the same way,
despite all the things we've been through?
yes, u're such a darling to me. so manja.
but i just can't stop thinking bout ur true intentions.
do u feel that im just another girl u have to entertain?
do you think im not sincere enough for you?
i realised that i barely know you, but i just feel that u're actually really a good guy.

but i can't give away myself for u if im nt certain that u're serious.
and i hope to get an answer from u soon.

2009-07-25T23:32:00.000-07:00

Heyyall ! ~

I had such a great saturday yesterday!

as amirah&naqi couldnt make it, only me & bestie azura went out.
firstly, went to TKC to see SleeQ!
nyehahaaa. the event was hilarious ahh.
ehh bestie? :D
had a blast at TKC.
the overwhelming feeling made both of us felt dizzy. HAHAH.

after that, went to woodlands mrt/interchange and got lost.
haizz.. felt miserable cuz we're confused on which bus to take uhh to republic poly.
board bus 903, as told by iskandar,budak woodlands la katerkan.
then we stopped 1 stop after the interchange. LOL.
searched for Republic Poly.
haha. funny stuff eh bestie? shall not elaborate.

Then we walked in to Republic Poly uhhh for Ignite Music Festival 2009! nice entrance.
when we reached, November Iris was playing.
MYGAWWDDD. they're awesome!!
and the lead singer, power larhh!
pastu tiba2 dier ckp melayu!
and i went : " EH DIE MELAYU?! "
HAHA. muke tk mcm melayu..
lamerr2 tgk , baru mcm melayu eh bestie? cute ahh ehh dier. hehe.

me&bestie sat at the lawn for awhile lah.
after many2 people came, then we standed up.
by the time, the sun has set. YES!
my favourite time of the day. hahaa.
The atmosphere was AWESOME. and The music, FUUHHHHH ~ tk lehhh angzzxzzz.
but bestie didnt enjoy it. the music was too loud for her. HAHA.
bestie kental lahh. =P
too bad amirah wasnt there,she'll love these kind of gigs as much as i do.
nyehahahaaaa... so anyways, i had a blast! :D
waited for GreatSpyExperiment to finish performing.
but they did an encore, didnt watch cuz it was already late.
haizz.. mr saiful kept cracking up lame jokes!
hahaa. it was funny lahh but sometimes, haizz.. no comments! xD
so it was already 9.45pm or so.. met dad&mum&aqilah at causewaypoint mall.
otw, me&bestie walked through this really nice path of palm trees!
best lahh smalam lahh kan bestie?? *sigh. i want to go back time*
oh and and! saper ehh involve in the event's lighting?
eherrrmmmm2 eh? hahaa. nice lights lah u =p

sent bestie home. bestie takot makcik/nenek keropok perrss?! =P
after that told dad i wanted to go to Changi Beach. HAHA.
sempat ehh budak ni.
so drove to changi ahh.. releks2 abit and layaned karenah my parents. haiz.
i tell u ah, perangai mcm budak-budak noh. hahaaa.
then reached home at 1.15am :D

today, woke up at 12pm. haiyerr. ape nyer anak dare ehh.
haahaaaa.. had breakfast with family.
asalkan tgh makan je, kene kutok. benci ah family! pffft!
kalau tk makan pon, kene kutok jugak. mepekkk ahh..
ANYWAYS, haha. talked bout stuff.. then here i am blogging!
hmmmm.. i dont know if my family will be going out today.
i've yet to complete my homewrk -.-
and mygawwd i didnt study this weekend. O.O
2 tests this coming week. arggghhh ~
better start studying soon.

* thank u dear. i love u. *

2009-07-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

Ladies Of The House! ~

Irritating Brotherrr Number 1~

Irritating Brotherrr Number 2~
But this one more irritating shittz. anyway, i dont why this picture VERY BIG ah.
i tried to edit. but failed -.-

Birthday Girl ! :D

Cake & Pizza ! :p

No comments !

Boo!

Alrights, so the above picturess are from yesterday's Birthday Celebration !
I swear, i ate alot ! hahaa.
Yesterday, was damn full lahh. and the cake was nice! :D
Infact im actually eating it again right now. HAHA. leftovers from yesterday.
im also digging in the leftover pizza! takmo jealous kay. =P
hahaa. im like celebrating the same person's birthday TWICE! hah. mcm phm.
anyways, yesterday night, as i was really full, i cant concentrate on studying physics!
so... accidentally dozed off on the sofa until 1am. woke up and went inside my room to sleep. -.-
so the.... wth right? HAHA.
imagine if olevels mcm gini eh. mampos...

heh. so today was the test lah.
pretty much im dead. HAHA. yeahh whatever.
english test was okayy..
something happened during POA lesson.
it was funny lah but felt sorry for karthik though. haiz.
maths lesson was... okay.
ms syarifah was funny. but i dont like the topic on vectors. next friday test. -.-

After school !!
went to Tampines 1 & Tampines Mall with azura&amirah !
accompanied them to shop for clothes !
as i didnt have the money, i just looked around on amazing fashion. sad ah. HAHA.
and i still owe abang hadi 70bucks & bestie's belated bday present. LOL.
sorry bestie! hahaa. forgive me for this. xD
after all that, met up with Idris,Izzat & Zul at petalmac.
ate and laughed like hell ah. tk leh tahan lahh.
After eating, at traffic light, i said i was going home ahh.
Then suddenly Izzat asked the rest to send me home. HAHA.
I told them not to lah obviously.
But they insisted. degil benar. -.-
HAHA. but it was really sweet of them lahh.
SAYANG AZURA,AMIRAH,IZZAT,IDRIS&ZUL!
came home safely. thx to them! :D

so yeah. now im at home. blogging. hahaaaa.
padahal blom tukar baju skolah tau. xD
perangai eh. haha. tkperlah, friday kan.
friday confirm kes mandi kul 7pm+ ! haha.
alamakk. secret dah bocor ah! xD

klah2. i mandi soooon.
ENJOY FRIDAY NIGHT PEOPLE! ;D

* i should call u my hero,
i should call u my love.
but now i can't see you,
cuz u just keeps me waiting for too long * =(

2009-07-23T18:03:00.000-07:00

heyya!
i'll show ya guys some videos k? HAHA.
the above video is ermmm.. aliffaziz singing to rentak cilik's songs.
i especially love the piring hitam song(03:52 & 05:28 ). so yeahh. u guys sud watch this vid.
the song is really inspirational and cute.
and yahh aliff is cute too. HAHA. dah lamer tk ckp tu nyer sentence eh? ehh?
nyehahaaaa ~

Oh YES !
I'll like to wish my very very adorable yet irritating sister,
Nur 'Aqilah 'Adani a very HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!

nyehahaa. okay. the picture above is an old photo. idk.
theres no recent photo that i took with her. hahaaa.
so yeahh, jangan naughty2 bile dah besar kay? xD
love yaaaa .. mwahhh !
gonna have a small celebration for this little baby.
haha. dad already bought birthday cake from prima deli.. YUMMY!
abang hadi gonna buy food and mum already cooked some small stuffs.
wooopiee.. confirm lepas ni gain weight. -_-

anyways!
the video above was during Youth Extravaganza 2009 @ Bukit Panjang Plaza..
* i record u knw *
3 words. Still Youngz Rockz ! \m/
HAHA. k random.
and and and and.
sayang so cute maen guitar! :D
cheyh syg keperr nurul. haha!
hmm. tapi mcm dah biase ah eh iskandar? nyehahaha !
k random.
ehh u, u maen guitar left handed tk confuse ke?
mcm maner lah sehh. susah benar.

k dah dah. nk kene blaja for physics test.
haha! mcm phm.
k bye!

ps. im really really disappointed that i loss half mark for miscalculation of SIMPLE addition for POA test. such stupidity! im really stressed. because of that, i didnt get my full marks. -.-
ARGHHHHHHHHHH ! ~

2009-07-22T20:22:00.000-07:00

OKAYY, MY BLOG SERIOUSLY NEEDS SOME PICTURES MAN !
haha.

anyways, today had my Malay Olevel Listening Comprehension !~
so dismissed at 1pm then me(nunu),zuzu,mimi and qiqi head to century sq's food culture for lunch!
i had a blast with my usual gfs. its always gonna be LOL. haha.
anyways, so yadaaaaa2 ~
went back to school at around 4pm or so..
waited for everything to settle down.
so it was like 4.30pm and we had until 5pm to wait for the exam to start ahh.
i tell you, it was the best exam everr. hahaa.
the radio was being played ah, cuz the exam was like broadcast from ria i think.
and b4 the exam started, the songs which was playing was all so damn nice ahh !! xD
mcm jiwang shiok sendiri dengar lagu siaow. * nudge nudge azura ! *
hahaaa. so there was songs like kepadanya,puspa,oh baby ... blablaaaaa ~
and eherrmmm2. ade rentak singapura nyer advertisement.
pastu namer siape eh kluar? SLEEQ eh?!
HAHA. abehh zaibaktian nyer name kluar, amirah tgk me. HAHA.
ade pape ke amirahhhhh..... ??? hahaaa. padahal i know why eh. step jer tanye.
hahaaa.
anyways, the oral soon start ah.
hmmmm.. quite easy lahhh. lol.

so, bottom line, the best olevel examination ever. HAHA.
k tk perluuuu ~
oh yarh, today took SS test also. hmmmmm.. okaylah not bad.

alrights, i'll post a picture at the next update k. insyallah ~
haha. take care!

2009-07-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

hello readers!!
hmmmm.. my blogger is currently in "sot" mode.
lucky still can post ! hahaa.

anyways, today's lessons are such a bore. ughh. mondays huh?
and i feel so tired today. idk why. hahaa.
the only thing that keeps me awake are my friends :D
i think i cant survive without them. seriously.. hehe!
love my girlfriends ^-^ muackks muackks !

hahaa. k stop it.
hmmm... i realised that my blog has no pictures.
like , its ALL word. hahaa !
well , i didnt take a new picture mahhh ~
idk why. i have not been camwhoring much.

now.. im waiting for someone's text.
confirm skarang dier tgh mandi mcm pompuan. lame gilerr ahh.
dierr baru balek from work u see.
haiz.. siokk nyer budak. buat aku tunggu jerr. -.-
tgh in the middle of intense conver ni. hahaaaa.

k arhh. i stop my crap now.
BYEBYE! :D

2009-07-19T01:07:00.000-07:00

APM2009. BORING!
haha. i almost slept. but tahan lah.. -.-
hmmmm.. today i really felt empty.
i dont know why. empty empty life with major exam coming up.
still im not concentrating and keep thinking bout unimportant stuffs.
why am i feeling this way?
can't i just be some angel and study?
why must i be like this.. haiyerrrr.

goodnight baby.

ok. me , OUT.

2009-07-18T12:56:00.000-07:00

can't wait to get my hp & ipod back. HAHA.
the clock is ticking. few more hours. cheyhhh ~

tonight at suria, Anugerah Planet Muzik 2009 !!! :D
yayyiee yayyiee.. All the best to all nomineeeeees ~
and a special wish to SleeQ & Aliff too! ;D
hahahaaa ~ i hope they're doing fine at Jakarta.

hmmmm.. i dont think i'll be going out today.
uhhhhhh.. boreddddd..
probably will clean my room. then dunno do what. hahaa!

i suddenly have the urge to own a laptop. nyehaha ! giler nyer budak.
haizzz.. idk what to blog about.
im just wasting my time here. hahaaaaa..

k bye! (:

nurul loves MANGOSTEEN!
k random.

2009-07-17T22:20:00.000-07:00

3days 3 nights without Ipod in possession.
1day 1 night without handphone.

haizz.. mum is currently in hospital for operation.
so mum wanted to lend BOTH my most precious valuable. haiyerrrr.
boringnyer hari ni tkde handphone.
as what dad said " satu hari tkde handphone je mcm org saket. "
hahah! maner tau org msg , kan tk leh reply! xD
but im gonna get my handphone&ipod back tmr cuz mum's coming back tmr! :D
i miss ibu. awwww. hahaaa.
part ibu tkde, miss tau. part kene berleter, confirm perangai. haha.
well, theres so many things i wanna talk to her about.
well she prolly already read what i wanted to tell her,
since she has my handphone, confirm bace segale-galenyerrrr ~
hahaaaa. exposed much.
nevermind. anyways the weekend is here again! :D
i dont know what im gonna do.
i want to study.
but i dont know if i can. cheyhh ! boleh mcm gini eh? -.-

okaylah. update u guys laterrr..
byebye!

2009-07-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

hello readers !!
sorry for not been updating lately.
busy lahhh.. hahah.

mmmmm.. idk what to blog about actually. haha.
its just that, i've been sleeping very early nowadays.
i mean , VERY early. hah. i've just wasted my nights. nyehehee.
oh but not on one particular night. hehe. ehh u? =p mwahhh ! syg u. xD
ehh u , get ready to call my parents eh. HAHA.
u kate u berani kan? hahahaa... make sure u dapat pujok hati drg k?
dah green light , baru kiter have fun lah ehh ! =p
k tk perlu sungguh! ignore jerr yg kat atas tu.

hmmmm.. i havent complete my homework ahh..
skarang dah kul braper ni..
hmmmmmm... alamakkkk kul 10.43pm plak.
argh besok lah. hahaaa ! xD

GOODNIGHT! :D

2009-07-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

Hello!!
monday blues ~
boring subjects and 2 hours of f&n ! die die.
but i survived. *ur gd morning wish made me smile&it pulled me through the day* ;D
feeling a little bit drowsy. sorry idris for giving u the cold shoulders. HAHA.
tkde energy ah nk layan kau. =P
oh but but, ms syarifah baked brownies for us! :D
first time ms syarifah is being nice to us xD
nice brownies btw ! =p

anyways, after school was fun!
went outside school and there was SPARRING at michael's. -.-
kecoh gilerrr. and firdaus tk nk bilang the story !
i want to know badly. hahaa. evil evil evil.
menyampah lah tengok budak2 mat kentalans nk step gangster manerr.. * roll eyes *
yeah anyways, talked fr idk how long under azura's block.
actually we're sending her home lah.
end up end up , gi mac ! HAHA.
so took 228 with dearest girlfriends , azura,amirah,naqiyah ! ;D
had a really great time. so long never hang out together like this :)
im gonna keep them as my love ones for as long as my heart is still beating.
cheyhhwahh2.. touching ahh.. xD

soon, dad called. * roll eyes *
as expected, asked me to go home and buy food for mummy dearest.
went home asap. ibu tgk mac je , tk marah eh. HAHA.
as usual, ibu want to listen to ehermm2 songs/videos and talk bout ehermrm2 himself. LOL. tk perlu ehh.

okay ni gambar kat bawah is my StarKarat.
I like his dressing. hahaaa.
So the tip top gitu kan? xD
k tkperlu lahh..

OKAY BYE PEOPLE! :D

2009-07-12T19:36:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers !! :D
haizzzz.. the weekend past by so fast. booringg ~
tomorrow's school -.-

anyways,
yesterday went to Kolej56:The Musical.
someone makan kat lau pa sat lamerr ehh. siape ehh?
hahaaa.. budak tu kene marah dgn me. =p
iskandar called where i am. padahal dier yg lambat.
abehh nk step bebual caring plak kat sini. hmppphh ! haha!
asked me to go lau pa sat. but mcm jauh gitu.
so meet bro,kassim & ema at DBS building dulu..
yadaaaaaaaaaa2 ~
waited for him. and ~
someone: ehh rockstar dah datang ah !
rockstar: * said hi & salam2 his friends. *
someone: ehh wheres that girl ?

HAHA. apparently , im like behind him cuz his friends were nt far away.
i turned around and looked at his friends.
Iskandar then turned around and somehow looked into my eyes for 3secs until i said Hi . HAHA.
took the tix from him then he went to the toilet ?
came back and he hanged around with his friends abit.
and i was like. okay fine. star karat pehh dehni ? xD
oh and i found out that iskandar's friends is kassim&ema's friends too.
haha. such a small world..
then went into the the auditorium and waited for the musical to start.
starting2 , the musical was exciting ahhh..
oh yahhh ! i was freezing inside there. actually, im sick that day -.-
anyways continueing, the musical was damn funny lahh.
but it became VERY DRAGGY AS THE TIME PASSED !
seriouss ahhh. tk leh tahan ahh.. haha.

yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa2 ~
dad msged kassim & asked him to take care of me . -.-
after the thing dah habes, met Iskandar for awhile.
talked abit & said bye. tk leh hang around lame sangat ah. cuz its like already going to 12am !! need to catch the last train ah.
rushed to the mrt and kassim kept saying " eh maner my adek sedare? "
haha. takmo take ur job seriously lahh.. hahaaaa..
i know im nt independent, but i know how to walk with u guys! pfft. haha.
reached the mrt. felt worse than b4. -.-
so not the right time to get sick eh ? haizzz..
oh ! oh! kassim's friend said that i look cute & like indonesian. ^-^
abehh kassim goes : " tgk lah saper abg sedare dier "
HAHA. tk perlu eh ambek credit.
yadaaaaaaaaa2 ~ called dad to fetch me,kassim&ema at bedok.
sent them back home.
and that point of time, i felt like a sick zombie. tk leh angsxx..
had no energy . i think i didnt eat from morning. -.-
tu lahh.. saper suroh tk makan eh. budak ni. haizzz~
hahaaa. eat abit but cannot swallow.

dad&mum jaga me that night. awwwwwwwwww ~
but but , im so sorry to trouble u guys. really i am. =(
anyways, woke up at 3am cuz my temperature went to 40degrees. O.O
that is what mum said.
then i had to bath in the cold morning water !! suffering much.
then after that my temperature went down abit.
took medicine and slept.
was suppose to go to ChangiGeneralHospital at 4am ! -.-
but i told mum to go later2 pasal penat.

before going back to sleep, i checked my phone.
Iskandar msged me at 2+am .
said that maybe we can go out together again someday?
and he also said i look sweet. HAHA.
tk perlu ah puji2 orang eh.
step je ehh budak ni. menyampah ahh. gue tk tergoda ah. puh-lease ah starkarat =p
hmmm.. but i dont think i'll be going out with mr.handsome anytime now.
need to concentrate for olevels !! hehee..
after olevels k rockstar? =p

anyways, then i woke up at 8am. i think ?
then temperature dah turon to 37.4 ! :D
improvement or what? hahaaa..
dad bought breakfast ! :)
i was feeling okayy until late afternoon. my temp went up!
haiyooooooooo.... then i took a cold bath again.
and now im fine. hope my temperature doesnt increase again.
i want to go to school tomorrow !!
first time lah nk gi skolah sangat2. xD

okayylahh.. i shall stop here.
heheee.

BYEBYE! :D